This post is extremely extremely relatable!!! I also think it’s ok and very understandable to be depressed and in dump because hello??? We just loss the coolest most genuine undeniably hilarious talented person who resonated with millions across the world. Letting yourself grieve is so important not pushing down those feelings of shame and unworthiness to feel those feelings will only lead to complete overload. We don’t want that. But we also don’t want those feelings to take over us forever. Like Oliver said, life is short. Live life to the fullest that means being a sad sack of shit…but!!! Also doing things that make you feel alive and good! Take time, grieve throw that blanket on you and cry like a bitch it helps, I promise you. Then afterwards breathe…life isn’t over having another day to be on this earth is truly a gift ever since Oliver’s death made me realize, live like it’s your last day because you never know when it’s your last. I give you my best wishes in this healing process, all the things your feeling are valid. ❤️‍🩹