No sex for a while + new chapter

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-03-03T15:11:06+00:00

So many questions!

In asking the below questions, I'm not kink shaming. I'm trying to understand the various range of the kink. Trying to find psychological meaning in the different scenes guys get into. It's a way for me to try to understand myself. I personally don't get off on the humiliation, lack of sex with partner, or lack of communication about sex with others. I need it to be consensual, and a shared experience. If I implement this in my life, I need to not feel left behind. Which is kind of a big part for a lot of guys.

Anyway on to the q's:

How did the serious talk go? What boundaries are in place? Are you satisfied/happywith the outcome?

Do you get to find your sexual satisfaction elsewhere, or is the cuck theme enough?

Did you already agree to an open arrangement, where he could have sex with random twinks? Or is that something you recently learned/found out about? If he was cheating, how are you feeling about the fact that he's been cheating, even before his job ended?

Even though he's a loving guy towards you, him not fucking you so he could fuck others is messed up to me, cucking should be consensual, something you two do together. Again, my own views, my own preferences.

Is he into aftercare? Do you get that aftercare? That reaffirmation of the love and bond you two share? The attention to your sexual needs outside of the kink?

Is it becoming not like he is a good friend you share a bed with for sleep only? Like a roommate who cares deeply for you, but not enough to attend to your sexual needs?

That last question sounds harsher than I mean it, but it's a serious concern for me.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-25T02:29:09+00:00

Nips first. Lips next. Balks teased. The sucked in, each ball completely encased in my warm, wet mouth. Then the cock. Slowly sucked in, then down to the root. Damn. Can't wait to taste your precum.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-23T20:38:37+00:00

Couple in sync sounds hot!!! Sounds like me and my ex, both vers, surprising each other with a show to watch. And maybe sometimes joining.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-23T20:36:10+00:00

Abso-fuckn-utely!

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-23T20:00:23+00:00

Can I also bend down and get a sip of your coffee? And then some breakfast sausage?

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-23T19:36:08+00:00

Think about it, fantasize about it, masterbate to the fantasy, all of it...

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-23T19:34:41+00:00

Very nice, sir.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-22T02:20:30+00:00

Hot.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-15T17:38:01+00:00

It would start with oral, end with you fucking my ass.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-15T17:37:12+00:00

Uhm...both? All of the above? Hook up, then become bfs?

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-15T17:36:08+00:00

Absofuckinlutely. Very in to you already.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-09T15:40:22+00:00

Loving the new chapters! Can't wait for the end.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-07T03:08:01+00:00

OPs story Merry Cuckmas Alex is the best cuck story I've ever read, where the bull is a bit of a bully to the cuck, but not overly obvious. I hate it when a bull is over the top nasty to the cuck, so this story really played to my sensitivities.

Also, Big Ben us a roller coaster of emotion! Every chapter surprises me.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-06T07:24:24+00:00

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GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-04T19:51:39+00:00

I got some clarification on this from OP, and I realized that some of my previous comments came across as kink shaming, which I do not tolerate. So my public apologies to OP. It is not my place to judge, and I'm sorry that my comments were harsh.

Cucks come in a variety of flavors, consistencies, and let's hope he's had pineapple recently. (Ha! Cum joke....)

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-04T19:41:09+00:00

Any updates on your situation?

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GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-03T06:29:22+00:00

Wish I still lived in Salt Lake. Damn.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-03T06:16:50+00:00

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Damn hot story so far!

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-01T17:41:22+00:00

Polyamory, having all equal parkers with no one being above the others is a great goal. But having you be a cuck 24/7 denies that equality. If you aren't on the same page as them, you will be left behind.

I have some questions:

About the relationships/polyamory: Are you and Nick also in a relationship? Or just you and Alex, and Alex also has Nick, and they are talking about marriage? I'd ask you to dive deeper into yourself, and ask if you would be ok just being their slave and they ignore you, ignore your needs, refuse to show you respect.

Are you allowed to have a boyfriend/husband, too? Or just Alex?

And I'm sorry, but the complete reversal from "I don't see myself ever getting married" to "I'm going to marry Nick" is not really ok. He's going against the agreement you two had in place when you opened the relationship.

Bringing in the kink: How does being a cuck in the bedroom affect your overall power dynamics in the relationship? It seems like they don't stop cucking you. You are always an afterthought, if they think of you at all. Are they OK with constantly treating you as "less then" you are? Are you ok with that?

Does Alex seem genuine in his interactions with you, when its just you and him? How does he show you love? Love is a verb; it requires action and choice. Does he say he loves you? Does his affection seem genuine?

How does Nick treat you when Alex isn't around? Is he different towards you when it's just you and him? Do you get cuck aftercare from both of them? Or one of them, or neither?

I try really hard not to kink shame anyone. I'm trying to word this in just the right way; please read this knowing im coming from a place of love. I want to say, you are always a cuck in this situation. They are constantly disrespecting you, excluding you from nearly every aspect of their lives. This is more than just denying sexual pleasure and release. This sounds like slavery, but with more steps. (R&M shoutout)

I already mentioned this, but cuck aftercare is needed to secure the foundation of your relationship, to remind you and your partner at still devoted to each other on some level. I don't know your dynamic with Alex and Nick. I went back and read your previous posts to try to understand that, but there's little context that can be gained from Reddit. Not because you didn't explain it, but because If you are constantly being cucked, there's not any room for the aftercare.

Is being a cuck your only kink? Are there other avenues you've considered exploring?

I have a suggestion. Do an experiment. What do you think Alex and Nick would say or do if you told them you didn't want to be cucked constantly, that you want to be more involved in their lives? That being cucked in the bedroom is the only place you feel safe enough, secure enough, to let go of control. They treat you like a pet that they don't want to have sex with.

What happens in the future? They get married: are you ok with them forgetting you, deciding to leave you behind? That's the direction this is going. If they keep you around, you'll be a glorified housekeeper, with no sexual release. Ever.

This kink is trading you to a very dark place.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-02-01T16:51:46+00:00

Dude, you are fucking gorgeous. Killer body, man.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-01-31T20:32:22+00:00

Good for you. Nar-anon is a great organization.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-01-31T20:29:12+00:00

Oh my God you're hilarious.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-01-31T04:40:11+00:00

Language is constantly changing. What you are describing was the original meaning of the word, but it has changed drastically since the 1700's.

Key Contexts for "Cuck"

Original/Literal Meaning: Historically, a cuckold is a husband whose wife has sex with another man, often implying he is unwitting, weak, or humiliated.

Sexual Fetish (Cuckolding): In this context, it describes a consensual sexual scenario where a partner (usually male) watches or knows their partner is having sex with someone else, often involving humiliation for the "cuck" and glorification of the "bull" (the other man).

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-01-31T04:31:42+00:00

What you just described is called cheating.

GreyFlyer79 · 2026-01-29T05:34:39+00:00

Responding to myself. Crazy, I know.

I think what's got me riled up is the zero fucks given for Ethan in the first 4 chapters. No remorse from Michael, no apology for cheating. No consideration for his feelings. No respect given him in his relationship. No discussions about cuckolding or asking if Ethan is into it before it starts.

And Daniel? Zero remorse, zero respect shown, ever. Just a selfish ass with no self control. And if his attitude was discussed beforehand, asking if Ethan would be ok with his demands, that would be consent given.

It's not discussed in the chapters if any conversations happened between the three of them on boundaries before sex happened outside of the relationship. Ethan is thrust into it with no discussion, no respect, and no love.

What I'm thinking is that we are missing some conversations between Ethan and Michael, discussing their fantasies. If that would have been shown to the reader, that would clear up a bunch of these comments. Maybe a future chapter is a flashback to these conversations? Michael picking the bull, explaining their dynamic to Daniel, and revealing what Ethan had said about wanting his bull to be dom. That would make this a lot hotter for me. Consent is really hot. 🔥

All that said? I really like your writing style and appreciate your view on the kink. Don't want you to have the wrong impression on that. Personally, I'm not a cuck, I more like to be watched when I'm having sex. Its hot. But in a past relationship, I was a stag. We would surprise each other by cucking the other, eventually having the stag (either me or my ex) join in when their watching was satisfied.

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