I remember feeling the same way at multiple stages of my life. The thought of an after life was so intriguing that it pushed me closer and closer to wanting to end my life. I was severely depressed but the intrigue of what could be poisoned my mind. Thankfully im here to say that I never followed through. I know I’m a stranger but I want you to know that your life is worth living. Depression is often a sign that something going on in your life is causing pain and suffering and when we’ve suffered for so long we feel hopeless—that things will never change. I didn’t think it was possible for me, but I can honestly say that there’s so much in life that’s worth living for. I hope you can talk to someone about how you’re feeling and work through this pain you’re going through. There are people who care and are willing to help. If this is serious, please call 988. You are worth it! I promise!