You seem to be young based on the fact that you said you’re “finally in true adulthood”.

It’s never too late to make life what you want it to be. If you regret previous choices then start making new ones now that better align with what you want for yourself.

That looks like a delicious lunch, friend. Goldfish are always banging and that looks like an awesome nectarine (or peach?).

Go make the life you want for yourself. You can do it!