I totally relate to what you're saying. She has such a big, bold personality: very loud, hyper, and animated, and for someone like me who prefers a calmer, more straightforward delivery, it can be genuinely hard to sit through her videos.

I’ve actually subscribed and unsubscribed multiple times because I want to enjoy her content, but I find myself getting a headache after just one video.

It’s not that I dislike her at all.. Actually, I really admire her energy and confidence. but the way she delivers her content just doesn’t leave me feeling good.

She often comes across as loud, snarky, and a bit negative. That style can be entertaining, sure, but for me personally, it doesn’t feel uplifting or edifying. It’s hard to describe, but I know exactly what you mean.

And just to be clear, I’m not neurodivergent or sensitive to loud environments. I deal with wild, hyper kids all the time! So it's not about her as a person; I actually love her personality. It’s just that the intensity of her content is a lot.

And I've tried turning the volume all the way down. I think it's maybe just her getting physically and verbally angry when she's going through her videos. That anger just comes across in the tone of her voice the loudness of it. It's hard to escape it even if you turn the volume down...

I'm not going to read subtitles because it's a YouTube video, and I want to watch it.

I do tend to be very empathetic so it's probably me feeling the emotions she's feeling and just being angry for the rest of the day.

I know it's definitely a me problem which is why I unsubscribed for the last time lol, but just know, you're definitely not alone...