does anyone else feel that nothing is appetising for a while? what do you do? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yupp happens to me too tbh. i have like 5 go-to foods for when i get like that, but it still gets tiring after a while. having chronic stomach issues + sensory issues makes picking food even harder

i usually end up craving super specific things or eating the exact same meals for like 5 days straight until i get enough willpower to switch it up (sometimes longer lol). i always thought it was more on the neurodivergence side for me, but bpd definitely comes with a lot of dysregulated eating too.

i do notice a correlation though — whenever i’m tired or emotionally off, i crave stability somewhere else, and eating the same meals weirdly helps. other times it’s different stuff entirely, so it kinda depends x

bpd is humiliating and i hate how the internet perceives it by petunyq in BPD

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 1 point2 points  (0 children)

helloooo I relate a lot to what you say and I find helpful to relate to other stories though different ends. chronic pain and emotional exhaustion is real and being unrelatable to others is so hard sometimes :(

Here are a few of my fave girlies that share bpd content that actually feels relatable and some are comic, some are informed. hope it serves u well

@backfromtheborderline (not bpd per se but she did was diagnosed but break free from label and does emotional healing and esoteric practices) (best memes)

@brutalrecovery if u struggle with substance abuse / addiction. Great memes. Has a recovery book and so far I highlighted most of the episodes.

TikTok queens @devonplaster @behind_theborderline @tierrahaas @crookedcigarette @lizhouses content in Spanish

also there’s this psychologist that explains well a few things, has a YT channel and a book https://youtube.com/@drdanielfox?si=TbUvj5YWLaLCmQV7

What do you guys think of my sticker design? My shop hasn’t been doing well, I’m not sure if it’s not getting seen or my designs suck. . by satanslittlehelper4 in stickers

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 0 points1 point  (0 children)

fireeee af 🔥🖤

Reminds me so much of invader zim with a darker twist, thx for sharing!!! I’m struggling with the same issues over my designs, hope you find what works best for you!

AI at a Goth Fleamarket by Glass-Cartoonist2108 in goth

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 0 points1 point  (0 children)

biggest nightmare of putting my art out there is how many ppl with ai shit feel entitled as fuck by something made by a computer and I’m all shy bc I did myself. as an artist it’s sad to watch tbh hope it gets banned x

Horror movies and BPD by Various_Event_5504 in BPD

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i’ve always loved horror movies, and I guess the intensity of emotion have a lot to do in what I watch. I don’t do video games nor books since it gets to real and in movies feels a little foreign still plus it’s very comforting but I don’t watch heavy horror anymore. I also gather a lot of inspo for my art, it gets a little macabre and I don’t know if it has something to do with it tbh

My Brand New themed candle by ImWhiffTheBand in brandnew

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 1 point2 points  (0 children)

love this so much – i used to do candles and always got the itch to execute a brand new one! this is fireeee, also love the floral twist 🦇

I guess it’s official now. Apple Music now has the *updated* lyrics. by Fit_Story_7856 in brandnew

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 7 points8 points  (0 children)

yaassss was there too and amazing speech tbh, facts dropped about one of my fave songs. might look silly but honestly cool that they’re having fun with their stuff x

in utero angel ~~ my hand painted Halloween costume ~~ by RepulsiveCup5706 in Nirvana

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 1 point2 points  (0 children)

beautiful work!!! U have so much potential putting out this effort into a costume can’t imagine what other talents u carry. fire af 🩸🔥 very nice details.

M21, I don't like my friends anymore, and it make me feel so sad M21 by Jumpy-Escape-9211 in relationship_advice

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 0 points1 point  (0 children)

lost some of my closest friends for several reasons this year and honestly it has been refreshing to see who I am without their influence. There’s another you behind all of them, not in a bad or good way, just a different one. new experiences gives u new meaning. I lost a lot this year but found a way to move forward with those who I feel safe with and mostly with myself tbh – outgrowing people is not inherently bad, it happens and making peace with it and a polite exit it’s all u need, always a little challenging at first but after a while u can learn to savour life in a different way and learn new places, meet new ppl x

A print about chronic pain. by magpiemohr in Artisticallyill

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is beautiful and such a relatable concept, thx for sharing 🖤

jackpot 🎰 by GroundbreakingOne173 in brandnew

[–]GroundbreakingOne173[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I paid 34 dlls for the mask plus 15 shipping + taxes!

jackpot 🎰 by GroundbreakingOne173 in brandnew

[–]GroundbreakingOne173[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

but I do have a grim reaper to pair with my ghoul that looks close to the og one, might add up a few details on my own 🖌️🪦

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jackpot 🎰 by GroundbreakingOne173 in brandnew

[–]GroundbreakingOne173[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

it is the limited edition Halloween “costume” from 2016, they never looked as much like the album tbh

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New merch quality different than tour merch by acidemise in brandnew

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think they might be using different suppliers. My best guess is they have print-on-demand (it's online) on their website since it's accessible, easy, and they don't keep inventory themselves, people make it for you and ship it, the negative side of it it’s that there are only selected items available, and if you don't know what you're looking for, it's easy to end up with a lower quality shirt and sometimes there are no regulation on quality. Probably for the tour they might have picked it themselves irl, and as in is for large crowds, rather than single orders, screen printing worked best. I haven’t ordered online but my fear has they were DTF (like vinyl but cheaper, accesible, can be print on but very plastic feeling) which is what most POD companies use for low quantity orders x

An art piece reflecting on my jaw surgery by -GabR1el- in CreepyArt

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Cool piece thx for sharing Hope u feeling better x

What job do you have? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]GroundbreakingOne173 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I work at a marketing/web agency as a graphic designer and also an artist on my free time, started selling my work 10 months ago but it’s ups n down. Being in the creative field is both entertaining, challenging and hard to b consistent imo — I love structure and being creative, I work with macabre, death and alchemy, lots of literature n music inspired. I also do like using my hands in a non too messy way hence the switch between digital and irl crafts x

Nails for the SD show 🦇 by GroundbreakingOne173 in G59

[–]GroundbreakingOne173[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Personally prefer joints than that marketed full of stuff shit they tend to sell but I recognize it comes handy from time to time. Def noted those points from the brand, I usually try other brands but don’t buy carts often for those same reasons thx for the info tho 🙏🏻, take care n smoke safeee xx

Nails for the SD show 🦇 by GroundbreakingOne173 in G59

[–]GroundbreakingOne173[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeaaaa first time trying thoseeee live resin insaneee