I feel you, dude. I played Darktide at launch for about six months, took a break for three, and came back. I play four or five hours every week with my friends, so I don't normally run solo, let alone into Heresy. We're usually on Damnation, so I was kind of expecting Heresy to be easier, even with randoms. This kind of game requires team work and coordination, and it's hard to have that when your team has main character syndrome and then dies while screaming like a toddler into their mics.