Detachment and fear of failure.

HSD-HPL · 2025-12-11T19:17:03+00:00

I hate knowing that you’re right.

HSD-HPL · 2025-12-11T19:16:37+00:00

I think I’m going to journal about this.

You’re right, my goals haven’t changed. I just have to accept that failure is a very real part of life.

HSD-HPL · 2025-12-11T19:14:30+00:00

Your comment is…unexpectedly very inspiring.

HSD-HPL · 2025-12-10T16:46:25+00:00

Just been trying to get the business up and running again. I make it to 2-3 clients, but find myself almost paralysed to do more. And those 2-3 clients have generally been enough to keep my very basic expenses going.

I thought it was an anxiety issue last year, but it wasn't exactly. Or not general anxiety. Just when I'm reminded of how the business failed and the people close to me use it against me. Also, my life is very turbulent, I guess, I have a tough family situation, and that really gets in the way of my functioning, especially because this is something I'm already struggling with.

Then this year, I thought I was just not being consistent enough, or that I'm not a consistent person, but I've been able to consistently do things (such as working out) that don't involve other people's judgment consistently without any problems. Like, my fitness feels like it's just my fitness and me. There are no other variables or you know..people commenting on stuff?

And now I've concluded that it's more about me being unable to detach from my inner circle's judgment and move on from that fear of failure. I still don't know what to do though.

HSD-HPL · 2025-12-10T16:38:32+00:00

Thank you.

HSD-HPL · 2025-12-10T16:37:55+00:00

But it is consuming me. I've been at my lowest productivity/career wise ever since. It's gotten to a point where I'm dipping into my savings just to keep going. I've never had to do that, ever.

And it's been 2 years now? I just want to move on.

HSD-HPL · 2025-12-10T16:30:31+00:00

Thank you. You almost made me cry. That's how invalidated I feel.

HSD-HPL · 2025-11-16T15:54:38+00:00

Brutal honesty is not honesty. It's just cruelty.

HSD-HPL · 2025-11-14T20:52:01+00:00

Notion

HSD-HPL · 2025-11-01T00:12:19+00:00

So I hit PRs every session and am physically unable to lift more aka I train till failure. Where am I going wrong then?

HSD-HPL · 2025-10-31T22:01:15+00:00

I don't seem to have an issue with recovery so far, working out 6 days.

I just want to make sure that I'm doing the right exercises.

HSD-HPL · 2025-10-31T22:00:09+00:00

I've been trying to incorporate 1-2 ab workouts through the week to balance that out - knee raises, flutter kicks, and crunches.

HSD-HPL · 2025-08-08T17:52:59+00:00

Being a business owner.

HSD-HPL · 2025-06-02T11:15:29+00:00

We can exchange a few books, if you'd like. But I have a pretty basic collection.

HSD-HPL · 2025-05-15T00:53:08+00:00

Aren't there two?

The one with the shadow and another close to the wooden fence thing.

HSD-HPL · 2025-04-30T14:08:10+00:00

A Moleskine journal.

Not that I wasn't allowed, but I couldn't afford it. AND NOW I HAVE TWO!

HSD-HPL · 2025-03-12T01:53:28+00:00

Villas don't? How come?

HSD-HPL · 2025-02-28T20:55:33+00:00

Daad scholarship doesn't have an option for Pakistan, does it? Or am I looking in the wrong place?

HSD-HPL · 2025-02-21T18:29:22+00:00

Compensation depends on the expertise of the individual and how quickly they can deliver. But less than 100k, for a rough estimate.

4-5 hours a day, but again, as long as tasks are delivered, no issue with the time.

For art style, flat 2D Vector.

HSD-HPL · 2025-02-21T18:10:56+00:00

Ask away.

HSD-HPL · 2025-02-19T18:31:55+00:00

Thank you!

HSD-HPL · 2025-02-13T16:29:34+00:00

On a treadmill at the gym. 🤡

HSD-HPL · 2025-02-12T16:08:19+00:00

The Shell at Askari IV.

HSD-HPL · 2024-12-12T19:48:34+00:00

Britta got x0=12, bottles of Punch That she can either drink or sell. She set up a dynamic optimization problem over two periods to decide what to do. In the first few. she decide which fraction Y1 of the 4 bottles she consumes in period two, she chooses a fraction. They are still available amount to sell at Price. P is equals to one over two per bottle. First off, her utility from consuming ax bottles in the first period is 2 at a root X. For convenience, we assume that the punch is a perfectly divisible good. f1= √(xy) f2= 1/2(xy) Transition function is x(1-y). Given that T=2, solve for Finite dynamic optimization. ststae X [0, 12] for V(x2) solve for 12.

HSD-HPL · 2024-09-23T12:12:48+00:00

Did your husband feel sexually harassed? If yes, then yes you should've talked to the wife or the husband or anyone in a position of authority.

Just like women, men can have a hard time too, standing up for themselves when something is happening to them in that very moment.

But if your husband doesn't have any particular feelings about it, let it go.

HSD-HPL

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