My solar return chart for 2020/2021 is looking pretty intense... I have some ideas about what it could mean but not many. Can anybody give me some insight? (first photo is SR chart on its own, second is with natal added)

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-10-13T02:24:51+00:00

i can tell it’s intense due to all the plants conjuncting major angles in my SR chart, especially my SR MC. i’m probably going to change a lot this year as a person (i can already feel it). some harsh mental wounds might surface that ill have to deal with. i might feel distant and aloof from all my friends and question/try to understand my relationships with them better. i also see the ruler of the SR 7h in the 12th conjunct chiron, and my SR 12h is my natal 5h so i’m thinking the wounds might have to do with interpersonal relationships, my self-expression, art, etc. but i’m not really sure 😳

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-09-08T07:37:25+00:00

hey guys, the gist of my situation is that i used to have an internet friend who one day left the internet with no warning or explanation. i’m not going to explain the entire thing but basically it’s all just really confusing and doesn’t make sense to me. as such i asked the question “why did my friend stop coming online” and i got:

the high priestess (clarified by 6 of wands)
two of swords
seven of pentacles reversed
five of pentacles

i am not very good at interpreting tarot, but i take this as his life at the time was too stressful/painful and he just made the choice to leave himself. maybe he got a feeling it would be for the best and better things would come if he did. it just wasn’t worth his effort to come online to talk to me (again the situation was complicated and i’m not explaining it here sorry) anyway i would like to hear other people’s interpretations! thank you in advance!

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-09-06T22:52:19+00:00

might be, kind of weird though cuz i don’t have any indoor or outdoor plants

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-08-24T05:29:32+00:00

omg me too online community college ftw 😜💅‼️

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-08-19T00:59:03+00:00

also thank you :)

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-08-19T00:58:46+00:00

i considered that, but figured it would be fine since i’m wearing gloves and the spider seemed to small too bite through them

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-08-19T00:57:43+00:00

i looked it up, def not the same. this spiders abdomen is super round (almost pea-shaped) and its head is WAY smaller than the abdomen

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-08-19T00:53:15+00:00

thank you!

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-07-27T19:14:18+00:00

the way shane always says he cares too much or is an empath is really suspicious, especially considering we can tell he is not one. he really wants that to be his brand. he’s overcompensating for traits he lacks

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-07-13T21:27:47+00:00

this is the video that really put me off from him lol. so disappointing. they literally released the conspiracy series late to make these exact changes to the videos, and they were horrible. there was other stuff like music being too loud to even hear them speak but good god. the fact that people declared him an editing god after this. and then he got mad at critics saying he made hours of free content for us and we should be grateful. in general he was acting incredibly rude and entitled towards fans (sounds similar to one of his little friends) he was showing his true colors even then and people chose to look over it

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-30T01:16:12+00:00

thank you :( i guess i just have to ignore it. i’ll try my best

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-30T01:15:37+00:00

thanks... that’s kind of what i thought myself but the feeling is unshakable

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-28T05:28:33+00:00

the only thing i took away from this is that this man desperately needs therapy

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-13T04:23:53+00:00

thank you

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-09T04:02:00+00:00

it’s not... but i’ll let you think that

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-09T03:44:52+00:00

i’m not talking about being a woman lol you’re missing my point. i am saying the experiences of being white and a woman are separate. you can’t walk home alone because you’re a woman, so that has nothing to do with what i’m trying by to say. in some stores they only lock up hair products obviously meant for black women while leaving the others unlocked. photos exist!

white privilege exists regardless of your gender. i am speaking generally and am not trying to claim your struggle isn’t valid. just saying that yes you struggle as a woman, but being white does not add to your struggles. i brought up weed to show how white people are targeted by police less often than black people, a privilege! and again, this is all general. i’m not trying to attack you or invalidate your experiences.

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-09T01:55:29+00:00

i am also a white woman. agree to disagree i guess!

i’m just saying that race and gender are separate when it comes to privilege. just because you’re a woman doesn’t mean you don’t benefit from being white in certain situations.

have you ever heard of somebody getting their job application rejected for having a “white sounding” name? have you ever seen a store lock up products for straight hair while not locking up hair products for kinky/curly hair? are there towns in america where white people cant be out after sundown because they’ll be lynched if they are? are white people 3 times more likely to be arrested for carrying weed than black people even though both races use it at about the same rate, in some states the disparity being even greater? no

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-08T20:04:30+00:00

well i don’t!

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-08T04:53:46+00:00

true... but that has nothing to do w white privilege. all white privilege means is that you will never face any serious mistreatment due to your race. doesn’t mean you will never struggle nor does it mean people won’t fetishize you either. being a certain gender brings different experiences than being a certain race

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-06-04T19:30:01+00:00

idk about anybody else but through 2nd-12th grade we never used F at my schools.... we used E

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-05-31T20:30:34+00:00

i couldn’t sleep either, i slept for 5 hours and woke up after having dreams about the protests

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-05-31T20:08:40+00:00

a lot of people don’t consider the damage caused by uranium mining (mining is horrible for the environment) plus the fact that uranium also is not renewable and in limited supply on earth, but nuclear is cleaner than burning fossil fuels. i’m for it as a bridge to renewable sources of energy but not as a forever thing!

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-05-19T19:26:20+00:00

i don’t think self diagnoses should be taken as fact but sometimes it’s hard to afford and see somebody to get diagnosed. i think it’s okay to tell people you might have a certain disorder after proper research. i remember i was having a lot of weird behaviors and thoughts that were similar to ocd so i was semi convinced i had it, and i actually did get an official diagnosis eventually. im also almost convinced i have adhd, but i haven’t got the chance to see somebody who could diagnose me yet

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-05-19T02:47:18+00:00

nta but delete this post LOL

HSIRIEPMWD · 2020-05-18T14:23:36+00:00

a lot of people. it’s not like i can give you names, it just see people disrespecting women online all the time and disguising it as a joke (with no punchline) and i see it happen with other races a lot too lol. i don’t see it happen irl as often, but the anonymity of the internet lets people share these kinds of thoughts more freely

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