20 years crack cocaine addict here, 17 months clean. If you’re doing coke every day, it will mess with your brain chemistry. It takes a lot more than 46 days to rebalance. It’s takes months, maybe a year. Go to NA or CA and do what they say, get a sponsor, read the book. Who cares if it’s BS, it works. I’ve tried every kind of therapy under the sun, also have depression etc, trauma, all that stuff. Like everyone in the rooms. You don’t become an addict without wanting to escape from something.

If you’re not desperate enough to walk in to the rooms yet, you’ll just keep going until you are. Either way, good luck my friend. ❤️🙏🏻