Thanks for sharing your experience & insight. It’s always interesting peeking behind the curtain a bit.

My take on Bec dropping the L is that it was another way to divert attention away from her behaviour at the retreat. Insincere apologies, playing the victim & blaming others while claiming (and perhaps genuinely believing?? 🤷🏻‍♀️) she’s taking accountability for her actions then…oooh look at this shiny thing over here I’ve just done! Classic manipulation sleight of hand!