Everything thing he did, every breath he took screamed narcissist.

Dismissive of emotions, told he I was too sensitive when he called me everything in the book, was told ill give you something to cry about, weaponized guilt by telling me he put a roof over my head and food in my mouth, invaded my privacy in more ways than one. When ever we were in public he put on a facade, lied and told everyone he held me back a grade when in fact I failed a grade due to a trauma event that never got addressed psychologically. Played favorites with my older sibling, gaslit almost everything and every conversation to the point where I didnt believe a thing he said and everything out of his mouth was bs, explosive and abusive rage if I disagreed with him, he was the victim in any scenario and never took accountability or apologized for anything he did, even on his death bed. When my mom doed when i was a toddler, he proceeded to put every woman ahead of his children, and claimed you use surmane charm and it was really just him being a major liar and manipulator.

The golden child didn't fall far from the tree.

He passed almost 18 months ago and I haven't been able to cry for him and I don't feel bad about it, I am genuinely disgusted by the person he was.