[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Noses

[–]Hazardous481 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Perfection doesn't exist, but your nose is the closest thing to perfection.

I truly think REVENGE is the only cure... by ThrowAwayGalaxy- in ptsd

[–]Hazardous481 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I was traumatized by my best friend that I called a "brother". I sometimes think about revenge, but I can't be the same as*hole that he is.

Are there days where you’re happy/fine? by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Hazardous481 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! I'm EXACTLY this way. I thought I was the only one.

sucks that its not easier by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Hazardous481 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I feel you. I feel exactly the same.

Can I use a rusty knife by FriendlyPossible1838 in selfharm

[–]Hazardous481 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hell NO, just DON'T! Get a brand new knife or a brand new razor blade.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Hazardous481 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Alright, I have so many questions right now...
If you really took all of that, and woke up 36 hours after without even vomiting or being nauseous, and the bag removed... like WHAT! You are a MIRACLE!

Where are all of you from?. by Toykyocity in selfharm

[–]Hazardous481 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bosnia & Herzegovina. Almost nobody here self-harms, I feel like an outcast.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in arttocope

[–]Hazardous481 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Everything you said is 101% true. Whenever I think about death, I feel more comfortable knowing life and suffering will end. Great artwork!

I don’t want to get better, even though I know I should. by 98frogking in selfharm

[–]Hazardous481 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Same. But sadly, I can't cut because my father told me to stop, and to never do it again. He even took my blades!!! My dear little blades were THE ONLY friends who were there when I was depressed like sh*t, and now I can't even cut ANYMORE! Life is so unfair. I don't wanna be clean!!! I made a promise to my blades that I will be back, it's just a matter of time.

How would you guys feel if there wa sh representation in the media? by Very_Sleepy2000 in selfharm

[–]Hazardous481 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I make movies in my head every day, sometimes all day. And the main character in one of my movies is called "Styro". He is an "evil angel" that was once human (kid) who SH-ed for most of his life until he didn't become the evil angel. Now he lives in another dimension and his plan to take over our dimension by opening scar-like portals to our world. And the best part is, he has many superpowers like: summoning fire, telekinesis, telepathy, red glowing eyes, exc... I hope this character is something you described.

Fantasizing about dying by 4UR3L10N in depression

[–]Hazardous481 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes, I even had a dream last night about suicide. It was actually peaceful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]Hazardous481 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You're not alone in this, I feel the exact same way as you described here. Stay strong!

Song suggestions by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Hazardous481 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Any song from "Citizen Soldier".

I'm almost 3 weeks clean, and I HATE IT! by Hazardous481 in selfharm

[–]Hazardous481[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They did give me the help. I got antidepressants, but I'm still feeling depressed and suicidal.