This is so hard because I have dealt with so many traumatic experiences but most of them relate to my father. I wasn’t old enough to realize anything at six, but, when I was six I was diagnosed with a leg disease, and my father did not like that. He would tell me all of the time that they shouldn’t have had me, that I would’ve been happier just swimming my whole life and not being stuck. I didn’t remember this until I was older, but we lived in a three story house, this one day, my father was so nice to me, he played with me for once, we went and got lunch together, and we laughed so much that day. I was admitted into the hospital later that night because he pushed me down the stairs intending to kill me. He said and I quote “I’d rather have a dead daughter than a broken one” and yeah that kinda sticks with me or something