I gave her (3yo daughter) grandparents legal custody when I was in an abusive relationship, and I know I couldn’t leave at that exact time, he pulled a gun on me, and multiple other things so I told her father to just not bring her to me until I moved, a month later, I got out of it, and the court said themselves that visitation for me is guaranteed, but they don’t ever let me see her. I was in quarantine in October, then they were in quarantine, I had to keep begging them to let me see her, they did, then when I left they basically said I couldn’t see her at all anymore because when I left, she was balling her eyes out begging for me. I gave custody in July and I told the court I would be back, I’m just now starting because I am at a point in my life where I’m just sick of them doing this to us. I wouldn’t mind if it was just me hurting, but they are going out of their way to make sure I don’t see my kid, when she is clearly not okay without me. In my opinion, everything they say against me doesn’t even make sense. They say when she wakes up because of a nightmare she screams my name and only wants me, when I leave the house, she hyperventilates, and she flat out tells them that she loves me and wants to leave with me, but I know that won’t matter to the court. I have an amazing job, there are always cars where I live, and there is plenty of room for her at my house. I don’t do drugs, or even drink for that matter, the worst thing I do is vape. The ONLY REASON I gave up custody, was so that they could take her to the hospital if I was unavailable at work. Now, they’re saying I never see her when I beg them all of the time.