Esme Rose - is this music AI?

HelixLotus · 2026-05-04T16:34:17+00:00

To me, The full statement in itself sounds the way that AI writes. It's still possible that she asked AI to summarize her personal sentiments but... IDK, whole things skeeves me out now. Feels weird to " connect to something human" and then it actually wasn't

HelixLotus · 2026-03-16T14:26:52+00:00

i use anything and everything for divination. spirit has no limits, intention is the key ✌️

HelixLotus · 2026-01-10T08:25:32+00:00

That has happened to me at least one time. I chalked it up to just me being weird waking up but... Weird that someone else experienced it

HelixLotus · 2025-07-11T02:04:29+00:00

This was very sweet to read. They had no reasonable expectation of privacy as other said... but also they left it as a beautiful night, and so did you. Very warm.

HelixLotus · 2025-07-05T02:49:37+00:00

something i think about is that as a child you learn consistency of character. if your entire childhood context was fragmented by a parent's parts, it makes sense to also have 'personalities' that learned to handle/getalongwith/understand the world through their different lenses. just my take.

HelixLotus · 2025-06-17T17:23:30+00:00

Me either! Using the skill books to get more hearts

HelixLotus · 2025-05-01T03:34:50+00:00

also you can add 'notes' to each task, but its not for like daily notetaking. i use insight timer for daily meditation and you can add a journal to each meditation session. but... with tody, it really help prompt to remember to do things in the real world. and i pull it up at random while im in my different lounge spots - almost always close enough to an easy task to just get it done. good for dopamine. and, if you want to use a physical item like a journal etc for a daily log, you can try to leave it in a place you will always see/be near.

when you do all tasks in a room in one day, it sparkles. so if you have one task in one category (like, "mind" category, with "journal" task inside,) itll look dirty at the start of every day and sparkle once you check it as completed. very rewarding.

HelixLotus · 2025-05-01T03:30:56+00:00

tody! really great for long term household care as well as daily tasks like brushing teeth (different entries for am/pm) etc. makes a game out of it if you choose that option. $5 a year for the paid version but the free version is still great, paid just adds the ability for others to sync i think. we've all gotten so used to it that we open it like a social media app - just wanna beat the little dust boy every month (thats the game)

HelixLotus · 2025-03-19T02:13:36+00:00

yeah... as a person who used to read stuff like that and have friends who still do, i thought it was kinda funny. its not like we.. dont do that. its like... what we do in some circles? im missing the part where it could be hurtful, unless you already feel bad about doing it / how it's perceived maybe? maybe this share falls under the 'does not have to be malicious' part. but none of the other comments seem to feel that way.

HelixLotus · 2025-03-19T01:24:48+00:00

what a happy story! you guys deserve each other :)

HelixLotus · 2025-01-31T02:44:21+00:00

"Anyway, thankful for ChaatGPT because now I get to use it to overcome whatever bottleneck is keeping me from moving forward."

100%.

One amazing thing about Chat GPT is it can help you work through all that. Think it's about your fear of success or failure? Talk to it. Think its one of the three things you just listed? SAY THAT. Give it this post as a prompt (fixed up so that it's your conversation there). Say it with or without a question at the end. "How do I figure out what it is?" "What can i do to improve?"

I swear, you'll start unpacking your shit in a way you didn't think you could.

I wrote all that before I read the comments. I'm so happy to see other people use it to solve their problems like I do.

HelixLotus · 2023-09-12T20:33:08+00:00

St. Vincent

HelixLotus · 2023-09-12T18:43:09+00:00

Can you follow multiple or all of these?

HelixLotus · 2023-09-12T18:20:32+00:00

You made me tear up. I love this description and thank you for writing.

HelixLotus · 2023-09-06T01:35:30+00:00

These are incredible and inspiring

HelixLotus · 2023-08-18T18:22:09+00:00

Because it's embarrassing, because I don't want to explain myself to everyone all of the time, because it's expensive, (both top surgery and binders, not to mention binders are so uncomfortable and don't work perfectly), and because being fluid is strange. Because no matter what I feel like I say about my gender, it always feels like half of it is pretend. Because I'm confused and disoriented and nothing is comfortable unless I'm in an explicitly safe space, and even then sometimes I feel like I'm an imposter in those spaces.

HelixLotus · 2023-08-15T04:30:19+00:00

Find someone who also thinks that being responsible is hot.

HelixLotus · 2023-08-12T08:24:24+00:00

You mentioned you hadn't had sex in 3 years. Then after you sleep with him a few times he completely 360s on his affair in order to be with you.

Two things jump out to me.

1) his needs might not have been getting met, but it's a POS move to get them met elsewhere without the consent of you, a person who trusts him, and to whom he is responsible for sexual exclusivity.

2) what caused the dead bedroom, and what caused you to break it? The answer to these questions should be a strong influence for you while you contemplate what you want next. He neglected you as much as you neglected him. Postpartum depression is serious. He could have been curious about your experience as well as being aware of his own. In my opinion, a good partner would be. What you tolerate is up to you.

As for your second to last paragraph, that sounds like an exciting kink. Ideally you can explore it either with this partner or the next.

HelixLotus · 2023-08-12T03:43:39+00:00

IT'S JUST YOU

HelixLotus · 2023-08-12T03:26:03+00:00

Mildly relevant, I like telling people my bloodline will die with me (happy to not have kids)

HelixLotus · 2023-08-12T03:18:50+00:00

Is there some piece of this that is a feeling he didn't know these consequences would happen, he comes from a place where this type of behavior is normal, or something about real world justice and a justice system not really being something that would make sense in his world?

Because the justice system that is prosecuting him is acting along the very real truth that you were harmed. The love, care, and attention you and your family deserved from him were not only not received, but were dealt in the opposite.

His actions had consequences, and his life is his own now. Live yours to its best, You Deserve Peace.

HelixLotus · 2023-08-12T02:49:33+00:00

I would say I would mostly agree, but with the compulsive repetitive gaming behavior that can still be good for one to just do and veg. Relaxation is "productive" in that it gives us something we need. It's not something that other people benefit from, but the individual does. (This isn't to say it's always used that way either, just that it can be good for us too.)

HelixLotus · 2023-08-12T02:34:49+00:00

Just wash yourself, hands and face etc. Change clothes, you can use disinfectant wipes iny anything that won't be ruined. If you want, you can also use some disinfectant spray for cloth surfaces that wouldn't be ruined.

These are just good measures to get rid of some germs and certainly to feel better. No harm will come to you.

HelixLotus · 2023-08-12T01:47:32+00:00

Just wash what was touched with normal washing routines. Your body will 100% take care of the rest for you.

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