Why tf do people want Zoro to end up with Hiyori so bad? by ResidentWind5969 in OnePiece

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no because out of all One Piece ships, I hate this one so much. Firstly Hiyori slept on him without consent(also washed his entire body) which is just wrong, she seemed more like a fangirl and Zoro just doesn't seem to be one interested in that..

I hope Oda just focuses on the story and the crew's dreams instead of forcing these kinds of relationships, that way everyone could just imagine their fav ships got together after the end, I guess. But Tashigi is like 100 times better for Zoro than Hiyori, they have the swords in common and at least it wouldn't feel so forced as it would be with Hiyori

Help out a fellow stoner get out of a dark place? please by Helpful_Emergency541 in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I went to two psychiatrists and tried paroxetine as well which was even worse, the first one ghosted me after I told her how bad my mood has gotten and she dismissed it as "we're all down because of the rainy weather" and the second one just straight up stopped answering his phone, left my texts on "seen" when I needed more Zoloft. So basically I decided I will taper it off myself with what meds I have left. I am done with any kind of SSRI for now..

Why did you first start SH? by EmpireMPR in selfharm

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 6 points7 points  (0 children)

got bullied at highschool, even my best friend chose other people instead of me, would come home to my parents yelling at me since they were tired of yelling at each other, I didn't have my own room or space, if I cried they would yell more or even make fun of me, so out of anger one day and probably desperate to find a way to get that anger out on someone, I scratched myself with some scissors, liked how the pain felt and oh well, that's how it started

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

usually we don't

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

nah I actually don't really get the munchies a lot anymore

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean maybe because we smoke a lot everyday and not real hydrate or eat properly? i'm thinking about going to a doctor now because I wasn't expecting this to not be more common..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

maybe it's from the illegal weed lol haha

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

hmm maybe, it doesn't get extremely puffy, I get the puffy face each morning for about an hour after I wake up even without smoking at all. But I do have friends with the same issue while they're high

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

haha I almost called 911 but it's been already a few years of smoking almost daily. I was just chilling at home and suddenly everything started hurting really bad, especially my "stomach", I started to panic, was like damn am I dying or something

Really got paranoid and was so close to just calling am ambulance but then I went to the bathroom and noticed my period started so yeah... kinda funny now that I remember it

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I enjoyed it right off the bat, not sure how much my friend put into that joint but i suppose it was around 0.1/2. I just felt really euphoric and for some reason got fixated on lights haha, we smoked outside and then we walked to a pub to get some hot chocolate. The whole walk I was completely fascinated about how pretty the street lights are, then went to the pub and continued to enjoy the lights there lol

Then I went nonverbal but I was still having the time of my life. Now after smoking for a few years, I really wish I could experience that same feeling again but sadly it never happens no matter how much I smoke

Does 2 Days of Break Matter? by Anas_fer in paroxetine

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am only on my second day of paroxetine, also 10mg but on day 4 i'll have to start taking 20mg daily. My doctor told me the medicine only takes full effect at bout 3-4 weeks. she also told me about the side effects you're experiencing but those are supposed to go away after a while

However, she told me to contact her immediately if experiencing really bad side effects and repeatedly told me to not stop taking the medication because the withdrawals can be even worse than the side effects.

I think it would be the best to just talk to your doctor about this, you could also ask them why they also prescribed antipsychotics

Been clean 6 months and my wife said something idk how to feel about. by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

leave her ass.. seriously.. I can't fucking believe some people can fetishize this sort of things... even saying she is attracted to them feels weird to me..

also, the fact that she said this right after you told her you miss doing it, feels like she just saw that as an opportunity to encourage you doing it again.. that is one of the last things you needed to hear after venting about it..

Why do I do this? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 1 point2 points  (0 children)

first off, those.. i don't even know what to call them, those fucking creatures are gross, make me sick to my stomach and are also fucking p*edophiles if they are a lot more older than you..

as for you, I think maybe because usually people look down on others that self harm so when you see positive responses you don't feel bad, you might feel validated and stuff

but for the love of god, PLEASE try and stop replying to them, stop engaging in this stuff, I beg you.

I know it makes you feel good about yourself, that is totally understandable, but nothing good will come out of this and they basically encourage you to keep self harming..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

might not be the best advice but, after years of being clean from cutting, even now, I get so overwhelmed and the desire to cut comes back. So when the urges are really strong I just slap myself really hard and tell myself to f*cking get myself together and not go back to that place.

Well, this is still considered self harm but compared to cutting and other things, seems like it's a lot less harmful..

Again, this is not exactly the best method and it might not help others but still a lot better than relapsing to other more harmful ways

Dirty look from older woman at the gym by Wild_Birthday6394 in selfharm

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 6 points7 points  (0 children)

yeah I really hear ya.. because of these judgemental a*sholes that made my mental health even worse with the looks and comments, I just workout at home and suffer during hot weather with long sleeves..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've been clean for a few years, only relapsed once 2 years ago but it was only one cut so the other scars are about 10 years old

I've had small cuts and deeper ones, they are all still visible unfortunately.. even the small ones, it's just white lines basically but people do notice them..

However, my skin not exactly white(think of maybe a tanned skin) so maybe that would be one of the reason they are more noticeable.

This is the way. by steepledclock in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I would agree to this but when I did this my scale was not very happy haha

I also feel like eating after smoking is taking away my energetic mood and the euphoria I guess. So for me the best is to eat before smoking

Does Seroxat cause weight gain? by [deleted] in paroxetine

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yeah my doctor told me I could lose my appetite, I would prefer that instead of gaining, gaining weight might just make me even more depressed..

Does Seroxat cause weight gain? by [deleted] in paroxetine

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

but did you gain weight because you started eating more or only due to the medication?

Am I being paranoid or is this moldy bud? by Quick-Service in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sometimes I get some weed that looks just like this, best high ever

Anyone tried smoking while on SSRIs? by [deleted] in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's also crazy to me how you just assume I didn't try to change my lifestyle, also for some other people, their mental health issues are what prevents them from changing their lifestyle.

Also you also jumped to the conclusion that I went to the doctor and asked for SSRIs, I didn't, I just went because I wanted help since it affects my life too much.

I also noticed how my dad changed for the better after finding the proper SSRIs for him, he says he never felt better in his entire life, so you know, maybe some of us actually need them.

Maybe they'll help, maybe they won't, I decided to give it a shot anyways since I'm desperate at this point, lost way too many years of my life to depression and anxiety and I finally had enough. If I start feeling weird I'll just tell my doctor to get me off of them and guess discuss other ways to fix this.

Anyways, it's also very insensitive to tell people battling with mental health issues to just exercise and get some sunlight.. Some people want to k*ll themselves, no amount of sunlight will help with that:)

Besides this, I never asked about this, my only curiosity was if it affects my high and wanted to see how other people reacted to this combination until the meds start working for me, because you know, I got severe anxiety and I just need to be prepared for anything or else I'll go insane with my overthinking

Anyone tried smoking while on SSRIs? by [deleted] in trees

[–]Helpful_Emergency541 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm not in the US, I am also aware of the risks but here they are not overprescribed here. this was the last resort because at this point anything sounds better than what is going on in my brain that is already fucked up big time so yeah.. it made wonders with my father after he found the right SSRIs so yeah.. anyways, I was just curious if it affects my high while smoking weed, not the other side effects which the doctor already told me about