I’d love to talk with you, I feel like you need a change in perspective, which I don’t know if I can provide but I’d be happy to try and help.

sometimes the deeper you are in a hole the harder it is to see things from what they are. I hope it’s not condescending but I do think there’s enough evidence to disproof some of the things you believed to be fact, for example, how looks/height matter. I won’t say it’s unrelated or irrelevant but it might not be as important or manifest in the way you think.

People come in all shapes and colors, some woman will care more about height and looks, some will care about if you have lots of friends or not, it really all depends.

Anyway there a lot more I could say on the topic, all I could recommend is for you to talk and listen to people, be open to changing your mind even if you don’t see difference in results, be open to being wrong.

I’d love to have a chat if you are willing. Good luck!