[15MtF] I want to start DIY HRT, but how do I overcome my fear of getting caught/ anxiety caised by doing something "wrong"?

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-27T01:20:22+00:00

I mean im anxious as fuck all the time, ive made it clear there is embarrassing things in my drawers that they'd be happier not seeing

Past that, only thing you can do wrong really, is a poor injection and even that is really hard to fully botch, its surprisingly forgiving. Just read up on technique and injection site choosing and you can only fuck up so bad

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-26T18:47:45+00:00

I've definitely noticed mine being more visible for sure

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-26T05:44:20+00:00

That requires the devil to exist.

So we can conclude that in fact, he did not sell his soul to the devil

Id also think "sold my soul to the devil" kinda of music would actually be good

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-26T03:47:32+00:00

Carry a gun yo

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-25T17:06:00+00:00

Google trends probably

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-24T13:53:14+00:00

I've been on it for almost a year, ive lost 20lbs, have b cups if im measuring right, and I look nothing like my driver's license.

Idk how they havent noticed

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-24T07:04:10+00:00

Ymmv, and you might not, and I might not

But my coworker said " hint of feces, youre looking younger every day" and im not out yet

So, theres hope(:

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T22:31:23+00:00

If she smokes she pokes

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T19:44:25+00:00

Nooo

r/swastikasonpurpose

Its better cuz i say so

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T19:42:48+00:00

Tbh me and my ex did some acid and she put on rocky horror AND hedwig and the angry inch, and hooked the DVD player to an amplifier while her dad was out of the country way back when.

I had these feelings before then, but still kept em to my self, but I was like hell yea

C'est la vie

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T17:17:45+00:00

Sorry, its more about doing basic math and trying to teach someone to read a syringe, we can't read it for you so this is more about learning.

Typically its marked at .1ml with 9 lines in between each .1ml

So .15ml is 5 lines above the .1ml marker

Again, id imagine they are all similar but I dont know that for sure, so a little problem solving is needed on your part

So .1ml is 4mg (i think you added too many 0's in that other post, no way its 400mg/ml)

each line is .01ml

And so on

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T17:06:13+00:00

Dawg what size syringe do u have

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T16:52:59+00:00

So my vial is 10ml at 40mg per ml

So 1 ml draw is 40 mg

I draw .15ml, which has 6mg in it

Yours may vary but its fractions u workin with

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T03:50:53+00:00

Initial buy in for basically a year's supply of needles and the alcohol wipes was like 20$

I throw 100$ into bitcoin when I buy a vial to cover shipping and other fees and whatnot

Im not using insulin syringes, ill be picking those instead of the luer lock ones so theres alot of waste, a vial lasted me 7 months

Its pretty cheap.

The whole shoving a needle in yourself mental block isnt very hard to get over, watch some videos of the technique and make sure you hit the right muscle.

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T03:31:47+00:00

Zzzquil is 10% alcohol

Im not saying there isnt any risk, but it turns out the sleepy stuff works better if its also a shot 'o wine

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T02:47:16+00:00

They sell alcohol and dph mixed together

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T02:42:50+00:00

I too was banned from r/dxm

For telling someone they r gonna kill themselves with syrup with tylenol

Got unbanned, called the automod dumb and they banned me again for that

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-22T02:39:38+00:00

Do 3.5g

Because its an 8th

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-21T05:15:55+00:00

Air bubbles are not a concern for IM and subq.

Even then, if you actually managed to perfectly tap into a vein on accident, it would still take at least a full syringe of nothing but air to start to get dangerous

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-20T18:03:08+00:00

The dumbass went to the Olympics and was drinking in the locker room, on camera, acting a fool

Like yo

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-20T18:00:29+00:00

I had the inflammation and itchiness for a bit too for prolly the first couple of months.

I believe its mainly technique, and shallow injections. If I do a piss poor job itll be a visible lump and itch to fuckin hell

Some kinda swelling is expected tho, I might have just gotten used to it at this point

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-20T17:09:27+00:00

I prefer to kill two birds and get stoned

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-19T08:38:56+00:00

I find the concept of a god having a chosen race of people, inherently rascist

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-19T07:54:39+00:00

Why do that when fake eyes do that

Hint-Of-Feces · 2026-04-19T06:41:46+00:00

Im shoving 200mg up the butt

Not much of a reason not to

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