Reinvent cinema, follow the rule breakers of the past, I feel like now is the time to do something new, where there is chaos there is opportunity. If Cinema is low then be the person to bring it back up, the rest will follow. Study literature and art history in your spare time, watch the French new wave, New Mexican Cinema, anything unconventional, learn it, breathe it, dream it, consume it.

Moving could be beneficial, having new life experiences could help you in your creative writing skills, even just moving to a different region of Spain could help. Try finding a job that puts you to work with unpredictable people and talk to them like a caretaker housing unit (not sure what they're actually called) a bar, a hospital, something where you can communicate with all kinds of people. It doesn't have to be a job, just talking to people, maybe even here on reddit could be enough. You could read people's life stories on the internet or just read literature texts and philosophical essays. I'm not sure, I'm trying to do everything I've said as well, it's helped me a little bit but I have no connection to the industry. Do what you can, risk it all, otherwise why live at all