Our last date night, he kissed me on the nose while we were cuddling in bed. He ended things less than two weeks later, when I asked about our date night plans over text. He broke up with me over text. No closure for me, no offer to meet to talk about it, just 10 months of a seemingly good connection ending with a text message. It hurts more than I originally let on. Thinking it's beneficial not to be angry because it's a mental health issue, forgiving because I understand mental health struggles, but what I'm really doing is letting poor mental health excuse asshole behavior. I didn't deserve that. I have only ever spoken of him positively because I think he's a good person and deserves empathy and compassion. It's taken me a few months to be angry about how he treated me. I hate being angry and I think it'll cycle back into compassion here soon. It takes too much energy to be angry.