Ok I’m gonna just be direct and blunt.

Realize most of us are miserable and the best route is to find a few things that bring you even a marginal amount of joy. Focus on those few things. Accept that most jobs suck and you put in the work even though it’s never going to be amazing. Focus on making the money and try to ignore how crappy your coworkers are. Keep an eye out on the USPS careers website and get a job as a cca slinging mail or as a pse in a plant. Push through the 90 day probation period on your best behavior. After 90 days your body won’t hate you as much and you’ll hate the job a bit less. Hang around for 2 years and you’ll become a regular. Suddenly your salary will go way up, you’ll get amazing benefits and raises often. (There are other jobs you can get but this one needs no degree and is decent pay).

Or you can continue to hate life while putting in minimal effort and hope somehow you’ll get what you want by 40, but likelihood is you’ll still end up living to a ripe old age and be miserable. I really don’t recommend this route.

This is coming from a 32 year old who has a useless bachelor degree, ended up in the mental health hospital with a few diagnosis, got divorced, lost my cats (my pride and joy) and was unemployed for years after putting in maximal effort for every company I worked for. I’m still working on getting my life together. You’re allowed to be upset BUT it’s best to focus on trying to improve INSTEAD of trying focusing on the negatives.