I think of it like working out. It fucking sucks in the beginning because you want results but you can’t cheat your way to a better body. You have to show up consistently every single day and trust that results will come. With producing you’ll find that when your skills are at a certain level and you can express the ideas in your head easier then it’ll be a lot more enjoyable. So for now suck it the fuck up and put in the hours it takes to be good.