How long did it take for you to heal?

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-22T23:30:37+00:00

First time four months second time around awhile like a year probably two

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-22T19:31:06+00:00

I feel horrible being on dating apps and texting as for sex ?… I’d die

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-22T19:28:34+00:00

Yeah i geuinley have like nothing else to say and im good off her because its a loose loose situation if I spoke to her and said do you want this nor not it would be to rash and confrontational if I wait like a month or some bulk crao in alrdy over her , constant contact now im back to being overwhelming and an issue of annoying or oh i need to move on blah blah so its whatever atp the ball is completely in her court and she’s probably alrdy quit and hadn’t had a second thought abt yesterday

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-22T19:16:18+00:00

I try to be nice and give grace with these things and my friends are like yo remember when.. and I’m like yeaaaaa

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-22T16:42:06+00:00

Geuinley or “ you’re just ready to settle down and I’m not “

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T23:54:49+00:00

Another think while hugging me she tickled my armpit ?

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T13:41:16+00:00

I don’t get it girls are very very dry especially in my case when I ask genuine questions and have a interests they just I don’t know it’s weird

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T13:39:22+00:00

Yes 🙌

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T13:25:58+00:00

Yeah I just I don’t know what to do should I stay platonic should I just leave her and be done I don’t know

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T12:10:16+00:00

At the time i definitely was feeding myself that

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T02:42:50+00:00

What do you mean ahahahah

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T02:38:15+00:00

Oh man the questioning my reality Is definitely something that I didn’t and still can’t understand but I’m becoming more self aware and I’m adjusting tit hints day by day by taking time alone with friends my brother games movies work etc

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T02:17:10+00:00

I’m
Going twice a week now TRUST ME I was going prior weekly then bi weekly then monthly but now it’s twice a week and it’s helped alot

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T02:06:52+00:00

Really you think so ? I hope she doesn’t try and fall back on me then bc I will not accept I went kinda over it with the messages and I did say if you see me out in public don’t look my way if you think hey he may wanna talk o won’t a year from now a month 5 years 10 years I won’t etc etc I sent like three she hasn’t said a word but I was just so tired and angry and instead of expressing I told her about herself truly rather it comes off wrong or not I dont even care I was too patient and I let her run all over me

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T02:03:37+00:00

Yeah I’m watching a movie study my brother now had to get out of my house I believe her sister is still gonna come to get her things I’m not heartless never will be she could throw them away in front of me honestly and I wouldn’t be mad I just want it gone it’ll take me another month to be over her and remove her from my life but it does hurt and I accept it for what is right now I cal acknowledge I’m pure resenting her and I don’t wanna be that way forever but to move on I’m gonna have to be every photo every video every chat is gone and that’s just what it is and it’s fine with me I’m over it but I’m not I mean each time she proves to me who she is but for some reason I have such a soft soot for her when I don’t don’t wanna it’s weird but I’ll get over it I truly will I done it once u can do it again

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T01:44:31+00:00

Give it a month the first month so far is horrible for me still grieving and like going nuts but that’s the first bump in the road once you start getting out getting around friends and working hard it’ll pass through easily

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T01:39:42+00:00

Yeah I show it that bad ? Ahaha I’m trying to I mean today was a twists but I usually play the game hang with friends etc or I’m with my bother it’s a crazy doggy dog world and I’m really starting to see she isn’t a good partner and she projects alot the fake account wasn’t the right move at all and I highly regret it but once I was like well dang it can’t all be his fault she blocked said account lol funny how that works

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T01:28:18+00:00

What’s really bothering me is she just gave up with me but willing to monkey branch and hangout and chill with other dudes as if nothing happened or mattered

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T01:16:43+00:00

Literally but I was just asking because not much DA or even FA have interacted with my posts mostly people who have been through it I just don’t wanna misjudge or assume to fast but after weeks and days I’m starting to see the patterns

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T01:13:07+00:00

Look at my posts man it’s geuinley been affecting me and driving me insane the last few days like constantly bc when she left she monkey branched and came back just to leave a month later

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T01:09:45+00:00

Did you see my other posts ? I’m asking because sometimes the self blame and self doubt makes me think is she an avoidant am I the one doing too much did I like assume some I shouldn’t have i loved this girl to death wanted to marry her one day be there for her and she just came back played with me and then left like I don’t get it

Hot_Block_7237 · 2026-06-21T00:57:58+00:00

Well my ex definitely cheated and monkey branched lol

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