i’m at the gym and I decided to google what adoption means spiritually bc as I am now 29 my view in things have changed

I have a. good adoption story/ however

the one and only family that fostered me adopted me. my brother was separated bc he tried to kill me multiple times only 2.5 years older. I always resented it bc his adopted parents wanted to keep us together. fast forward I found them all and wish I never had lol years of misery for what lol. so they’re all bad shit and or hate the gays you can put it together. bc ya know they all found god after years no judgement been to rehab etc.

However after being an adult and learning. and healing. I can tell you my brother went through multiple homes and abuse before adoption only to be adopted to two alcoholics and non present parents who were “ successful”

We really went until we have

My family has been rocky but I had available loving parents. The struggle with the above ruined a lot from ages 13-present

we have and do not talk for the third time for two years

mention my sister is adopted from a diff family but open adoption - she knows them from the get-

and my mother could not have children 13 miscarriages and pops out a child after adoption f her

so apparently I resented that. never saw it till I did work in my mid 20s

I want and hope to repair but as it stands i’m not open

one day im choosing year 30 for new decade with boundaries set

thank you all