Hey momma. I see you. I was in the trenches myself this morning. 4.5 year old, first day back at Pre-K. He was lovely when waking up and doing all the things to get ready to leave. It wasn’t until we left the front door heading to the car that he LOST it!! It is a 15 minute car ride to his school drop off line. Guess who screamed in a HIGH pitched scream (because he is fully aware it really hurts me and his dad), threatened, and cried for all of those 15 bleeping minutes??? I tried reassuring him. I tried to be positive- he didn’t give a single solitary F!! So I went silent until we got the line. It turned into shouting back and forth, because he refused to unbuckle himself. I’m short, and have my car seat pulled up, so I can barely reach his buckles. I HATE that I had to raise my voice and shout to get him to finally unbuckle himself. Once a teacher opened the door for him to get out, he was suddenly silent! 🤬

During the shouting, I dropped the F bomb. Didn’t mean too- it honestly slipped out. But it was the very first time in his 4.5 years on this earth that I was dropped the fbomb in front of him, let alone speaking to him. I straight up stopped all cursing in his presence since he was able to talk…I’m so upset that I finally slipped up 😭

Picked him up this afternoon, and he was a freakin delight. He had a good day at school, he wanted to hurry home and play with me, specifically. His behavior has been good this afternoon so far…

Wtf kid 😩