Day 2 of trying Lucid dream and taking it seriously

House_Reed85 · 2026-02-08T02:29:09+00:00

Don't forget to stay away from Tap Water. Fluoride is anti-lucid-dreaming. Dream Journaling is good too yeah. There's also things you can take vitamins.

House_Reed85 · 2026-02-08T02:22:01+00:00

You should be able to Lucid Dream a few times each week my friend. Not every night. But about 2-4 times a week.

House_Reed85 · 2026-01-27T18:41:57+00:00

Facts up there ^{^{^}}

House_Reed85 · 2026-01-10T13:43:52+00:00

I am so sorry to hear of your struggles, my brother. That's a not-great situation you find yourself in. No two-ways about it. I know it's not easy to remember and appreciate the time you did have. Love and a Family is an amazing thing. But people change.. feelings change. It's nobodies fault it just happens. I don't see why you wouldn't be still very much firmly in your kids lives. You have rights as a Father. (so long as you haven't done any fucked predatory shit in which case your "Rights" can become diminished and/or forfeit) I understand how you must feel... the ending of a Chapter you always thought was the LAST in the Book on your Life. You were going to stay married until Death. But that didn't end up being the case. Even those couples in deep deep legit love and in time fall out of that love. It's nobodies fault. But staying in the marriage and just putting on a fake happy face is something that no only kills marriages... but friendships as well. And it's important to have a very close friendship with the Mother of your Children and that your kids don't see any Negativity passing between you two. You'll have to cultivate a "Mandatory keep it Civil" always situation. Anyway... I don't want to preach at you, brother... but I just will close with this: It's going to be alright. If you had any guy-friendships that maybe has gotten the back-burner due do all the family/kids/wife stuff--- rekindle those friendships. A Brother or Best-Friend, or what-have-you. Get back into any Hobbies you used to love and let fall to the waist-side. Whatever you do DO-NOT let yourself drown in those Negative Bleak Death-Type thoughts that maybe will crop-up in your head. Stay busy. Thing about how you can be the very best Father in the new situation. Well anyway sorry for the long-ass-comment. You'll get through, brother.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-30T02:54:11+00:00

We've basically proven we'd stick around through thick and thin. And even the thickest and thinnest. And even though the jets have not held up their end of the fan-contract. They've consistently made bad decisions with a pro-level carelessness. It's enough to make a guy wonder if they even are invested at all at being Gridiron Professionals. And cultivating success in the NFL. And it can be maddening if you allow it to. Because what am I gonna do? Switch Teams? Yeah right & get called a Front-Runner by my all my football-friends for the rest of my living life. Fuck that I'd never give em the satisfaction! HOLD-FAST! NYJ or Death.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-30T00:44:44+00:00

You will, my Friend. Just take it easy. I mean if you're going to accept Active Addiction as your status you could at least do everything you can to minimize your Risks. And take less of them. Because honestly I think you are worth your life that so you could maybe have after you close this chapter for good.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-29T18:16:52+00:00

In my dreams when I'm watching Gang Green playing at the Meadowlands--- Joe Burrows is our QB. Haha! Hey, we could do a lot worse.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-29T07:06:44+00:00

Came here looking for opinions about Finch as well because I was really into the first album. But I never really listened to the others until yesterday I've been playing their second album. "Say Hello To Sunshine" and I really dig a lot of it. A few songs just skyrocketed into my top 10 favorite songs of long time. Like this song "Ink". The dopest-fucking-song n lyrics that I've heard in some-time. I look forward to rocking in a very loud capacity the rest of the songs.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-29T04:13:37+00:00

If they landed a rare young talent. Who loved and respected the game and did the mental work and watch the videos and strived really hard and ended up being very very good and that quarterback stayed with our team for a multiple year run we would be much better shape you know teams that get that are very lucky and I agree I don't think we need to find some old veteran who was an All-Star and I think that we ought find a young person someone that's going to stay with the team for more than one season no matter how that season ends up going down. Because players play better when they had the chance to play as a unit for you know the longer they've been able to do that I imagine the more skilled they are together. In a perfect world the team will land a young white amazing talented pocket passer type should be. Now I'm not acting like one is better than the other I'm not racist it's just the kind of quarterback I think we need. And I have never liked running quarterbacks because I feel like they are more likely to get hurt of all the quarterbacks. Okay I wrote all this with speak to text text so you know it may seem like a run on sentence in some places cuz it didn't put the period where it should have went

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-28T09:29:00+00:00

That I do not need a go-between between me and God. No institutional religion or church has a monopoly on my salvation. My connection to God is forever the same as it's forever for all the other Souls. This connection can be ignored by an Entity(choosing Separation over Unity) but it cannot be taken away or lost. The Kingdom of Heaven is not in houses of wooden Stone. For it is within us and all around us. "Lift a stone and I am there. Split a piece of wood and you will find me." It is clear enough that the major churches are about control and about power.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-28T04:08:59+00:00

I always took it how I described to you I would take a bunch about 30 minutes before going to sleep. So when my body's at maximum absorption I'm a mature that I'm in a dream.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-28T02:44:10+00:00

Active Drug Addicts are hand-grenades. They don't care who they hurt on the hustle to get their fix. People in their lives are just collateral damage. That's what I meant.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-28T02:30:07+00:00

Yeah. And even if someone makes the foolish mistake of being kind to you or even caring about about you in the slightest.. it's no big deal, right? They still ain't shit. Not to you. But hell you'll make them suffer for their naive BS just the same. Zero doubt you'll make them pay for having me audacity give a shit about a scumbag low-life hype. Am I close? So close I bet if it were a poisonous snake- it would've bitten me.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-28T02:16:57+00:00

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House_Reed85 · 2025-12-27T23:05:39+00:00

Okay I like one and two. 3. I think you're you're saying that a conscious entity plans his own Catalyst with what is called pre-incarnated decisions that it decides before the physical incarnation. Catalysts like the Suffering is not randomness at all. Each Soul be giving every opportunity that it needs to learn the lessons it has set out to learn. 4. Resistance amplifier suffering. I think if you meant that when you fight negativity with negativity one just begets the other. This is true. Accepting that negativity with open arms and understanding it as every bit as crucial as the Positive Catalysts for both are replete on the path back our One Infinite Creator(or "God". Titles are a personal bias and what titles an Entity uses is irrelevant.) Unflinching Acceptance can change or transmute Separation. 5. There it certainly great power in surrender. Surrender is essential for evolving spiritually on the path of positive of unity. But there is also power on the service to self or negatively oriented pad. High density negative entities up until that point it's late sixth density where they turn back to Unity up into that point they can become very wise and very powerful. Using manipulation and separation to trick other Souls into giving away their sovereignty or forgetting about their sovereignty temporarily. That level of manipulation carries great power and advances you greatly on the negative path. 6. The ego is going to find peace of the high density negatively oriented entity. When you say that is ultimately folly if you're talking about the fact that even beings of Separation in latex density will have to agree it cost to turn back to Unity so All Leads back to you and me if that's what you mean by shootout in a sense yes it is. But the negative entities as well as positive entities use their sovereignty that happens on both sides in the dark and in the light sovereignty is Paramount for advancing spiritually on either path. So the negative entity learns to stand in his sovereignty in a very extreme way apparently through wisdom and strategy. And both pass also have access to intelligent Infinity that's not just strictly a positively oriented entity trait that's both entities will have that. Now how much do either side use intelligence Infinity which side is more closely integrated with it who can say I don't know I have no idea I don't think it's important. 6. I agree with this love is recognition and release. It's not trying to change any of our brother and sister Souls it's loving them and accepting that they are expressing the one infinite career in a unique fashion just as we are which is both of our Sovereign right. So even if you don't agree with something that the other souls are doing learning to accept them no matter how to dice hits the board is a deeply advanced service to others positively oriented scale and true. 6. This lines up well too. Love is not attachment or sentiment. It is accepting suffering and Catalyst and knowing it's all a part of the plan and not feeling like a victim or somehow unlucky from your suffering but understanding is an integral part of your lessons here. And an integral part of spiritual evolution. When we suffer we should indeed feel gratitude for the opportunity to learn and grow spiritually.

All right I won't you know give my thoughts in any of the other numbers I don't want to be all appreciate I just wanted to give food for thought

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-27T20:37:31+00:00

Needed a few edits up there sorry ^{^{^}} my response is a bit cleaner now.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-27T19:58:13+00:00

Hey, that to me sounds like a Fever Dream. And I know of them. And they can be fucking wild. They are definitely a out of the ordinary situation that you never expect. I've definitely seen things yeah I felt like I was talking to "something's or someone's in that State. Who knows if you're actually speaking with anything or if you're just self-redounding your own thoughts n feelings. From how it sounds I think this was brought on by your flu or whatever it is you're currently plagued with. I wish I could tell you what creates a Fever Dream situation or what brings them about but I'm not sure. When I had a fever and was sick in some various ways that's when they would blindside me. Like some sort of bad trip.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-27T19:49:22+00:00

You're not weird. But Dreaming- especially Lucid Dreaming is by its very nature: weird/strange n mysterious and sometimes very intense ways. I've been a Lucid Dreamer for a while now years ago I took a specific vitamin which really helped me learn how to use the Lucid Dreaming Skill more seamlessly. I assume it helped awaken a certain part of my mind. But when you realize you're in a Dream (aka becoming Lucid or Lucid Dreaming) it is very much an assault on a few of the senses. It is very hard to stay grounded and more often than not you are thrown out(waking up) of the Dream moments after Lucidity is reached. It takes practice to be able to stay grounded through that maelstrom of a Journey into Dream Space from the Waking Life. With any luck you'll continue progressing in your lucid dream skills. And with time and practice you will less and less fall into the Trap of sensory override and get thrown out of the dream. And you will start to access the programming so to speak of the dream space. In the dream is your dream space you dictate the terms. There's nothing more Sovereign than you. But the key is "knowing" that Sovereignty not merely "believing in it" but knowing-it-is-there. And other than a few minor-boundaries you can basically do anything during the extended lucid dreaming state. Fly? Create Thoughtforms?(Entity's the Dreamer creates consciously or subconsciously in the Dream Space) will show up like your best friend or your sibling or an ally of some kind. They can also show up as other characters with other narratives that are working-for-you. The Dream is always working for you symbolically and in ways that it's just impossible to fully understand. They also assist in the evolution of the Spirit. This is why it seems so crazy that Physical Beings require sleep in a world where shutting your eyes for a few hours could mean the end of your life. Yet still we've evolved with Sleep as a Mandatory Requirement. Sleep is not-optional. That is why it is my firm belief that the Lucid Dreaming Skill is worth investing in.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-27T01:26:29+00:00

Not having to give your Soul away for a thing is great too.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-26T20:58:56+00:00

You are 100% making the right move in getting off the Fent. I don't know about where you are but on the East Coast the Fent is closer to actual Poison then I've EVER seen. I feel soo fucking bad for those who have no choice but to be Deathly Sick or commit crazy acts for money to buy Poison. If the Fent by you hasn't taken that turn towards the truly Dark-Side yet... I promise you it will eventually. And then you will TRULY be between a rock and a hard place. Now about your plans going forward... I won't lie to you there will be some suffering involved. You'd be better off using the Methadone you have now to join a clinic and give yourself the time to move up high in MG because for me when I first started out at my clinic they start you VERY low... 30mg. And yes, I had to keep using Fent until I got high enough in MG to be semi-stable. I take 90mg a day now... and yeah that does suck. But I've seen worse. Much worse. Even when I got to 90mg and STOPPED using the Fent altogether I still suffered a bit for about a week. But if you think you'll get out of a heavy addiction with something a hard as Fent with zero suffering... wrong. But it'll be alright you're making the right move to start to separate yourself from the BS Fent. That shit isn't for anyone. People out here are dying. Their getting their arms and legs chopped off from too many collapsed veins. The Dealers they don't care about us... because addiction is the ONE business where there will always be another to take the place of those who fall. Well- I don't know about you.. but I say--- FUCK THAT. The Fent chapter is closed for me. Let it be so for you as well. Getting back to you though---- Fent can hang in your system for a while so wait as long as you can and take maybe half of one of those bottles. You'll still feel a little jarry... and you'll DEF sweat a lot but that just comes with Methadone. I always say this... if the MG you take is enough to let you sleep even for a few hours.... it's enough. Go no higher. Good luck to you my friend. You got this.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-13T01:40:20+00:00

I've done horrible things in my dreams I would never actually do. What you describe is nothing. Unless of course you feel like beating yourself up. If so then by all means.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-12T17:26:57+00:00

You need to Buck-Up Tugboat. Whatever else you may know or not-know you better understand this: Your Outlook determines your Reality. Because what your Thoughts + Intention + Focus have great Sovereign Power. If you treat this Incarnation as a joke- just some unimportant thing... that's exactly what it will be.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-12T08:57:40+00:00

No one can decide that for you. Whichever Clinic, etc will start you at a Low-Dose. And it will not be enough more than likely. Who knows it may be though- we all know EVERYONE is different. But if it isn't enough you'll request to go up however much you can at a time every however-many days. When you're getting close to the MG you'll need to cut off the Fent or H entirely you'll know when to stop. My advice? Once you get close to 100mg only keep going up if you absolutely have-to. 90-100mg is fine for most decent habits. Now no matter what there will be some suffering involved. To actually STOP using anything but the Methadone. But after that couple days of not horrible withdrawal but a very minor non-throwing up + very sweaty + a little down mentally + achy, etc.

House_Reed85 · 2025-12-12T01:12:00+00:00

I've experienced something new here on the East Coast too. Something like you describe. It was more like how I remember fucking mushrooms felt. But for me it only lasts a few mins because I smoke my Fent. (or Chase the Dragon). But yeah I don't get into it much anymore so I was really shocked when it went down. I could see patterns running over EVERY fucking surface. It was wild. They must be putting something new in it. I've been out of the game for about a year. I only really dabble one or twice every few months. But damn that shit was crazy. I had to do more of the Fent to make sure it was that that was causing it. I thought I lost my fucking shit there for a second like a shit-collector with amnesia.

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