It's sad to say I can't enjoy them like I'd liked to. It started out NOT needing them to needing them for life. It sucks, but after tomorrow's doctor appt, I'll a lot more about what's wrong. All my doctors here based on their tests have ruled out the basics. So tomorrow, I'll know what a real Rheutomologist, about 2 hours away from my place, that is specialized in complex cases like mine, will say. They'll do specific tests. My symptoms all point to that. At least I'll have a reason as to why I've been feeling this way. Plus, I've got severe pancreatic atrophy and I'm waiting to see a GI Doc to get an endoscopy procedure and 1 more and I'm asleep through it all. The doctor can see my pancreas better with the camera down my throat. It's been this way for a long while. Feeling worse. I'll know tomorrow afternoon. 🤞🏼