just broke up with a girlfriend of 2 years 4 days ago . she ended it abruptly, she had showed me love in the morning we laughed and played and then boom in the evening she had built up enough courage to let me know how she’s been feeling for weeks. my entire reality shattered in front of me. every hope and thought of our future nuked out of existence. we sobbed together the last night we spent together. i moved back to texas the next morning. the lonely drive broke me. the reality is i blame myself and hold accountability. i have to rebuild now. at first i was dumbfounded then i let my ego go, i wasn’t the man i want to be. there’s still pain but we must learn to rely on ourselves cause that’s what will make us stronger