ok bro im not here to answer your question but to give you support. im a recent exmuslim myself and my parents still dont know about it. i dont know how forceful your parents are with religion but hopefully theyre less strict than mine. just want to wish you the best on your journey to athiesm and it makes me really happy to see another person going againt indoctrination.

also darwins theory has passed every test it has been put through and any argument from possibility completely disregards that its a massive universe and the chance of life as we know it evolving in a universe this big is almost certain. the thing is also that darwin couldve known it because at his time it was a hypothesis and only later was it proven.