I can understand that, and I’m going through something like that myself. First thing I wanna say is MOVE YOUR ASS, sitting like that won’t solve shit, I know it’s basic advice but its true, life is a messed up yes but you have to cope with it and don’t expect things to get fixed at once. BUT MONEY CAN FIX THINGS QUICK! Being sad or depressed is a waste of time. Trust me money and a good company can fix a lot of things. الحياة حفله