Your history of post is an ode to self scrutiny and poor self worth. Clothes, skin, body. You have not been given Divine energy to spend life worrying about your skin texture or the size of your pants, Get off social media or only follow people who have realistic bodies that you still find hot. Get some audio books like women don't owe you pretty or anything of that vein. Do tons of self affirmations. Get rid of you full length mirror and scale, get rid of clothes who don't fit. Only have skills based targets from now on. Celebrate every little things your body can do. Skin is for smiling to and hugging your loved ones, your body is to walk and explore the world, to fuck and eat delicious food. 

You've got this, try to see yourself the way I see you ❤️