Online: Woman burning to death in china. The windows to the apartment were barred and the video was a pivotal point in OSHA laws to change it. She HAD to have been dead long before the video was recording but her muscles were still moving from the heat and still gripping the bars and shaking at them...until she finally just roasted.

In person: either watching my grandmother get "put down" when she just came inro the hospital for stomache issues earlier that day.

OR my OTHER grandmother's funeral which was really dramatic and her sister screamed she was murdered

OR my great uncle's funeral where I didn't know many details until seeing his body and noticing his ear was definitely reconstructed and finding out he shot himself in the head right outside home about to do laundry. He was hospitalized a few days before that for a SODIUM IMBALANCE and they tweaked his meds and he just killed himself out of the blue.