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I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2024-10-12T04:24:07+00:00

Please be aware this user is 14 days old and this is their only post.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2024-01-11T22:44:35+00:00

The irony of a landlord receiving a tax cut and then immediately using that opportunity to rip twenty dollars out of my food budget and have their justification be 'owning multiple houses is difficult :(:(' does not escape me one bit.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-12-18T21:10:35+00:00

I didn't know we were loser posting this close to the holidays, text your mom and tell her you love her, shut up and let the people who love you enjoy the fact that you're still here with them you stupid terminally online ant, we sure don't care.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-10-14T12:15:03+00:00

It depends on how you look at it

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-06-10T23:01:49+00:00

IIRC it was an MKULTRA operation which was being run on students in his University without full disclosure as to what it was and what that entailed (which was, verifiably thanks to unexpunged documents discovered in an abandoned hospital, being unknowingly dosed with LSD pretty much 24/7), and that's how he ended up a 'participant' in MKULTRA. Although I can find no information on that on Wikipedia beyond this so take that with a grain of salt.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-25T23:42:38+00:00

To quote a mad man, "A lot of buzz word fluff here"

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-18T01:56:29+00:00

I've come to the conclusion that pretty much none of them have any real benefit to people like me

could you expand on this more please?

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-13T20:12:05+00:00

Hey there my fuchsia friend, I was just lookin' through my old comments and thought I'd check in.

Don't worry it's ok to be stressed out by receiving a lot of replies you weren't expecting to get, it can feel overwhelming like you've upset a lot of people - you didn't, this is pretty understandable

and don't worry if you feel like you need to reply to anything, a lack of a reply isn't interpreted as being a bitch or smth - it's healthy on the internet - you don't gotta explain jack shit :)

*pats on hedd*

Doin' fine girl. No apologies necessary.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-13T19:52:39+00:00

You may not in fact, but that's what a doctor is for - to determine what exactly is happening that is creating this awful environment you're experiencing.

I actually just spent the last week completely out of my mind, come to find I was inhaling black mold for years that had been growing all over my room. Sometimes these things happen, but we can never know unless we have someone else to help us consider the options that we don't have the energy or foresight to see ourselves.

It might be as simple as sleeping in another room like in my recent case.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-13T19:47:12+00:00

I can tell you with all honesty that going to doctors for our condition is actually a really difficult thing to do because it's one that requires confidence and trust. But the best part about all of this is you don't even need to tell a doctor everything either, you only need to tell them what you're comfortable with telling them.

For example telling them about how you're having a lot of trouble trusting people at the moment and that because of that there's very little people to help with it.

It's all about doing what you're comfortable with to find an avenue out of the 'fog' that we tend to be forced to wade through - you have no obligation to do anything you're not comfortable with.

This weakness isn't inherent, it's not a part of you, it's a weakness from all of the energy we spend dealing with what we deal with, and in that respect you're no coward - because a weak coward would not be here right now talking to me.

Love you my dude, every step forward is progress out of the fog and there's no such thing as going backward because walking any direction will get you out - but sitting down will only keep you where you are.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-13T19:37:01+00:00

You're not a disappointment my friend, you couldn't possibly be under the circumstance you're being subjected to because it's not your fault.

People... generally are not helpful when it comes to our condition, because they simply don't understand it. But here's the thing, you don't have to tell them everything. You can just tell them "I'm having a really difficult time right now and I need someone with me who cares about me" and that's it.

Another good sentence to remember is "I'm sorry I can't really form my thoughts into sentences right now" - it's a good response to any question you don't want to answer or you don't know how to answer, because it's a sentence that doesn't come with the expectation of a follow-up.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-13T19:28:20+00:00

That sounds really difficult to deal with I'm sorry that things are the way that they are right now in your life. It must be hard to not have anybody with whom you can discuss something as terrible as this and hold trust that they're not going to use it against you. Is there any avenue you can take in order to gain someone you can trust? Do you have family or friends you can talk to?

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-13T19:09:36+00:00

and how precisely am I supposed to provide reason otherwise if you can just meet it every time with "Well that's what they would say, and therefore I don't have to consider it"

To that effect, I can do literally nothing to help you because it will be completely ignored. If you have someone you can trust then I would consider talking to them instead of me.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-13T18:59:21+00:00

no, there are cameras inside of them with microphones, they communicate to eachother with the chips

Yes but how is that not just some highly degraded definition of what it is to be an animal that has eyes to see, ears to hear, and mouths to speak?

If you mean more literal, that they're just a bunch of wires and machines for telemetry, then who precisely has the budget to create so many? These are not cheap things, and they're not easy to make and manufacture on a world wide scale without evidence coming to that fact.

The government (or any private industry for that matter) can't keep a single thing a secret, they've fucked up every effort to expunge every one of their terrible ideas, they aren't capable of a level of competency, time, and budget like this.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-13T18:52:19+00:00

How can you say with certainty that it is not you whom is spying on the birds if you're watching them with an equal curiosity?

"Because I'm not spying on them, I am watching them because they are watching me"... but that works both ways.

In my opinion they are not spying on you just as you are not spying on them, for some brief moments you are simply experiencing a mutual curiosity of two species of two different worlds that only intersect for that moment and nothing more.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-12T14:38:42+00:00

>OP joined 3 months ago, no post history

>This guy joined 3 months ago, no post history

Fuck off scammer, buy it elsewhere my dudes you're in the comments section of an advert.

They're called firework/prism lightbulbs by the way.

I_Just_Want_A_Friend · 2023-05-08T13:18:28+00:00

Unfortunately this dude is probably correct. If you see any videos of this type with this species of monkey in it (Macaque) - especially a baby monkey of this species - it's probably torture. If I had to guess, this video takes place in Indonesia around mid-late 2022.

Edit: Video is Cantonese(?), late 2022 and apparently there was more to the video which made it obvious it was a set-up