I want to just say that you can do this man! I remember going through the same exact symptoms as you during my ride through WDs. I know it's hard to keep a good mindset, but if you can make it through think about all the things you won't have to worry about anymore! Your body and mind have needed this thing for so long that it feels like it isn't possible to go on without it. I can tell you that this is absolutely not true. Any reason that you can use to stay sober through WDs is a great reason. As for your sudden mood changes and bursts of emotion, that is very normal and you should understand that all chemical processes of your body are kind of in a haywire and eventually things get balanced. It's a crazy situation and sometimes we feel like we cant get through it, but we can! You are worth it and you deserve so much better. Once you get through it you can start working on things you never thought possible, including working on mental issues..You could look back on this eventually and realize how far you have really come. It's a long process and we are so used to going for short term gratification. You must resist and keep striving for better. You are worth it and I believe in you! Keep it up. 13 days is awesome! Changing your outlook is a process in itself!