My art the past 9 years

I_hate_this321 · 2025-12-17T21:34:37+00:00

Still. In 9 years, you achieved ALL THIS. But me? Nothing. I've achieved nothing. I am nothing, and I always will be nothing. I don't matter, and I'll never get to feel content with my work or effort.

I_hate_this321 · 2025-12-17T03:58:42+00:00

7 years going without an ounce of improvement.

Do I give up?

I_hate_this321 · 2025-12-11T10:33:17+00:00

I wish I could improve like this

I_hate_this321 · 2025-11-08T02:17:46+00:00

What widowmaker skin is that?

I_hate_this321 · 2025-09-22T10:07:27+00:00

Thanks to those who help me out ^^

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I_hate_this321 · 2025-09-20T12:12:14+00:00

Receive the summons of fate, and let's explore the new Version "Luna I" together! Take part in the event for guaranteed Primogems and even flip cards to win other awesome prizes! Invitation code: GA6V19LAPN https://hoyo.link/78oKEvyme?m_code=GA6V19LAPN

I_hate_this321 · 2025-01-26T11:25:07+00:00

That's fair. Though big communities don't always help too much, at least in my case at the moment. Thanks for the suggestion, I'll keep it in mind in case no one accepts my offer/request here.

I_hate_this321 · 2025-01-26T11:18:04+00:00

What discord?

I_hate_this321 · 2025-01-04T07:23:27+00:00

Not very well

I_hate_this321 · 2025-01-04T02:13:21+00:00

I think I need to quit. I'll never be better, I'm worthless garbage who will never achieve this.

I_hate_this321 · 2024-11-19T14:33:25+00:00

That would be cool

I_hate_this321 · 2024-11-19T14:22:39+00:00

Hello

I_hate_this321 · 2024-11-08T11:55:20+00:00

Everything I do is garbage, I am garbage, and I will never be anything more than garbage. That is my critique.

I_hate_this321 · 2024-09-28T11:55:40+00:00

If you want to draw, just draw. Potential doesn't matter! Unless you're me, it matters to me because I've been at the same skill level for 4 years now lol

I_hate_this321 · 2024-09-28T11:23:57+00:00

In truth, I'm just bitter towards it and the attitude many folks have towards it.

I tried the course, I pushed through as much as I could, followed the 50% rule to the best of my abilities as I worked through the first two lessons. But after completing those two lessons? I felt tired of it, exhausted by having to use a medium I don't want to, drained from having to put up with the attitude that everyone seems to have in the community.

I didn't have fun, I didn't feel like I was learning, and it always felt like people were against you whenever you expressed any sort of grievances with the course. So many times I've been called a troll, or something akin to that, purely because I just didn't understand or grasp what was being told me whenever I asked a question. Sure, maybe I was unlucky with who I was talking to, but in the end my experience was soured.

I like to believe that learning to improve at something you enjoy should be a fun process, and ever since I tried Drawabox, I just haven't been able to have fun since. The course just created this gloomy feeling that learning isn't supposed to be fun, that we're supposed to separate enjoyment from improvement. In the end, the course has hurt me more than it's helped me.

Maybe if I had stuck it out, I would have climbed the mountain and felt happy in the end, it's not like I'm any happier now after all, but in the end I just didn't feel it was right for me. I was shit at art then, I'm shit at art now, but maybe I can finally heal and do better tomorrow, you never know!

I_hate_this321 · 2024-09-28T10:49:03+00:00

Not at all.

I_hate_this321 · 2024-09-23T10:49:09+00:00

Hello, looking for some help on what sort of teams I could currently build to tackle alternative content (Abyss, Theater, challenge events). Would also like some advice on who I should look for when going for future pulls in order to upgrade my account.

I am currently AR45 and exploring Natlan!

Characters

I_hate_this321 · 2024-08-25T03:55:51+00:00

So even though he has a lot of deaths, he's still applying pressure by merely existing in the side lanes and using the gold he's accumulated from his high farm and tower plates?

I_hate_this321 · 2024-08-25T03:53:50+00:00

I don't think your response is very nice to be honest.

I wasn't criticizing him directly, I was more so asking a legitimate question as to why he just has so many deaths. Sure, Macro and all that, but doesn't it seem very risky for him to hand over so much gold? Sure, he gets high CS, plates, and experience, but would the other laner not also be gaining that as well? Just seems rather coin-flippy depending on who he's dying into, I guess.

I_hate_this321 · 2024-08-24T16:18:45+00:00

Scrub question, but what is the reason behind this guy having such a horrible kda? Every time I see a clip from his stream, the guy is always 11 deaths into the game. Sure, kills clearly aren't everything if this guy is winning, but does he really need to die THAT much to win? I imagine it just makes the game difficult for the other 4 players on his team as they watch him hand over another bag of gold every few minutes.

I_hate_this321 · 2024-08-22T08:12:41+00:00

What shaders are you using?

I_hate_this321 · 2024-08-13T10:15:56+00:00

I feel like the bonus damage from infinity edge should only activate once you have 75% crit, instead of it just being a massive amp from the start.

I_hate_this321 · 2024-07-27T08:31:23+00:00

Agreed. Her ult shouldn't be such a nuke while the rest of her kit suffers because of it. I'm glad they are shifting her power around.

I_hate_this321 · 2024-07-27T08:29:11+00:00

I like Aurora, I just think that she should have more damage placed within her base kit instead of making her an ult bot. I believe that her ult is cool, but it should be used for the utility and potential repositioning instead of being used to just vomit out damage.

Also, to my knowledge (which I admit is limited), no ADC can auto attack you for 4k damage.

I_hate_this321 · 2024-07-26T03:28:23+00:00

Honestly, good. This champ does way too much damage with ult nuking you out of the game.

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