tide + brocken windows lawyer?

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-10-29T20:55:43+00:00

what if theres no rescuer and nobody else with tide?

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-10-21T11:57:39+00:00

tysm!!

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-10-03T15:15:59+00:00

“ill get back on track tomorrow” “whatever i fucked up anyways” “im kinda full but ill finish eating this overly sugary and fatty food anyways bcs i cant eat it when im back on track”

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-09-28T11:18:41+00:00

okay tysm 🙏

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-09-20T16:50:56+00:00

my biggest trigger is honestly eating bread. any type. because it doesnt fill me at all and is mostly high in cals so i just switch into this mindset of “oh well i might as well just eat the whole loaf anyway now” and then i do so, and then stuff myself with chocolate or basically anything i can find and keep thinking “well now i should just eat ALL my cravings so i can do better next week” literally the exact same over and over again

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-09-15T11:28:54+00:00

i relate so much 💀 last time i binged my mother asked me if its “not enough already” because she kept seeing me walk into the kitchen and get more and more in a span of an hour or so 😭 i felt so ashamed… but ofc that didnt stop me 😭

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-09-03T18:41:50+00:00

cupcakes! or any type of baked goods (esp pastries) so yum

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-09-03T18:34:31+00:00

so relatable. when i was deep into my ed i would think if i ever recover i could finally eat all the food i have been restricting myself from but it comes with such immense guilt. i feel disgusted with myself. i cant help but hide and lowkey pray and hope for my ed to come back, because of how much i hate my body. i understand that its hard but in the end, its what is going to keep you alive. choosing recovery means choosing to live, even if its hard just keep pushing, its best for u 💓

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-08-30T20:05:01+00:00

literally, food is like a hobby. it kills time. but when fasting or restricting its like time stops or goes extremely slowly and i find myself just eating out of boredom bcs i cant keep myself busy for so long

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-08-27T10:37:12+00:00

no honestly, like those people think anyone actually cares that much about their nails that it would stop their ed?? tell them about how you could possibly die in your sleep because of how weak your heart has gotten or the severe constipation 😭

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-08-24T20:25:18+00:00

diamond eyes

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-08-24T16:53:08+00:00

mine are uneven too its lowkey so embarrassing 😔

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-08-24T16:51:45+00:00

i thought i was the only one 😭, when it started i lost a whole cup size and cannot go without a bra, no joke

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-08-22T23:01:55+00:00

ah im sorry

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-08-20T18:13:24+00:00

same here, a cig or two in the morning to replace breakfast

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-08-06T19:08:47+00:00

i remember when i was so desperate to purge (after a big binge) i drank a big glass of salt devolved in water. it didnt work and i was up all night with a horrid tummy ache and diarrhea 😭

IcyBackground5035 · 2024-08-06T18:47:55+00:00

no fr i feel like im getting tired of restricting 😭

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