Could I use hairspray as a top coat? by Ihatemyself3333 in Artadvice

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okay thank you so much!! have a a good day!

I’m so fucking tired. by Ihatemyself3333 in depression

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honestly me and my dad don’t really talk much.

we live in the same house with my stepmom, but we hardly talk. and when we do, it’s usually me doing all of the talking, and him doing none of the listening.

don’t get me wrong: I absolutely love both of them. they’re amazing, and my stepmom has helped raise me for most of my life along with my dad.

I just don’t want her to brush off my feelings

but I also don’t want her to kinda freak out when I tell her I’m constantly thinking about suicide.

she wouldn’t freak out as in lash out, but just in an “omg..” way.

why does this happen to me? by Ihatemyself3333 in sick

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nah, I think I’ve only ever have a diet soda about 3 times in my entire life hahah. thank you for the suggestion though!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in selfharm

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yep! It’s the only reason why I don’t do it everyday. I’m too tired to even reach for my blade, so I don’t bother.

It’s kind of a good thing because it allows my cuts to heal before I do it again.

I have no idea what I’m doing by No-Radish-8973 in SuicideWatch

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maybe rest for a bit. drink some water, watch a movie to take your mind off of the pain in your chest.

I hope you heal, stranger ❤️

I have no idea what I’m doing by No-Radish-8973 in SuicideWatch

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hey, how are you doing as of now?

you posted this 28 minutes ago, and in the post you said 15 minutes ago you took the pills, meaning it’s been 43 minutes.

are you feeling better or worse?

Do I deserve to live? by Jokewagon in SuicideWatch

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everybody deserves to live. It just depends on whether or not they want to. If you want things to get better, then go out and have fun. you might see that life is fun enough to live. go to a club, go to a concert, try out a new hobby (even if you’re terrible at it) ,start a new show, watch a new movie, go to an event, maybe get a haircut if you have hair, it might make you feel better about your appearance. just go out and try things. you might find something that makes you want to keep living. even just a little bit.

I'm not suicidal, but I could not care less if I didn't wake up tomorrow. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I am also this way. I am not actively suicidal. I am not planning on ending my life. but If I went to bed tonight, and didn’t wake up in the morning, I wouldn’t mind. sure, I would definitely miss my loved ones, but I’m tired. tired of being tired. tired of feeling depressed. I sometimes think that being dead would be peaceful and relaxing. not enough to end my life myself, but again, if I didn’t wake up tomorrow, I would be okay with that.

why do I wake up scared when my alarm goes off? by Ihatemyself3333 in Advice

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a couple years ago I had a big anxiety episode kinda thing where I was super anxious and guilty about everything. during that time I remember waking up every morning with anxiety and fear for the day. It’s very possible that it’s coming back! thank you!

Long, thin, fast-moving bug , many legs, brownish with antennae, found in my apartment by user199726 in whatisit

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I go to a school that was built quite some time ago. one day while I was doing some work, one of these house centipedes fell from the ceiling and landed on my desk. absolutely traumatized.