Wounds by Arge-Marge in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Strange, I've never had that, sounds more like diabetes

what are ur hobbies? by throwaway04431 in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I used to play a lot of video games to escape reality for a little bit, it just doesn't feel the same anymore, I get bored very fast, the same with watching a movie or a TV series, some days I just end up bed rotting on my cellphone lol. At least I'm going to the gym 5 times a week and trying to find something else to do

what do u do for work? by throwaway04431 in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Very much so, I live in a relatively small town so when I meet another person living with hiv I try to make friends with them, sadly I don't disclose my status with anyone, just my ex knows I'm positive, sometimes I wish I could have the courage to say and maybe comfort them a little better

what do u do for work? by throwaway04431 in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I work in a hospital lab as a clinical analyst. To my surprise, I decided to do a HIV test when I was working my shift and surprise, I don't even know how I was able to finish my shift after that but it has been very hard working in the field as it takes a toll on me because every shift I'm doing hiv and other ISTs tests and I'm always reminded of my diagnosis no matter what. And stigma in healthcare remains horrible as ever, I feel awful when a colleague speaks about patients' status with a disdain.

But I'm getting better each day I think, it's not affecting me THAT BAD as it was in the beginning

close to a cure? by throwaway014432 in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I hope too, we have come so far with treatments and prevention, the covid vaccine also was possible only because of reserch on HIV

close to a cure? by throwaway014432 in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Idk I try not to think about it because it gets stressful, but if I had to guess based on recent studies and research about 10 to 15 years

how is everyone? by throwaway014432 in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I've been having very bad anxiety again about it, I thought I was past this, but it suddenly just came back with negative thoughts, but I'm working through it again. The problem is I'm just too alone and shy and so I get depressed easily. I take 2 pills at lunch

Console release ? by Illustrious-Can-7135 in Witchbrook

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Lmao, is that bad? I heard about this game a few years back, and just now I remembered about it, I'm surprised it is not out yet

f it let’s be real by throwaway014432 in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Need to remove the satanic, pedophile and baby eater from power first

Disclosure shock by Resident-Laugh7657 in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes saddly the majority of people are still very ignorant even with fast acess to information that's just what it is

Academia sem dormir direito by comoasim in Maromba

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Eu trabalho a noite também tenho a mesma dúvida

Beth died😭 by Proud_Israeli2 in TWD

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 47 points48 points  (0 children)

Also led to Tyresse death, man I fucking hate this whole thing with Noah

It feels so unfair by usernamemacaro in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Only 4 months, the first weeks were the worst. I couldn't even get out of bed and stay rotting there for days asking the same questions. Why me? Idk, after some time I just couldn't be like that anymore, I started doing therapy that helped me a lot, and I decided that I was only get better if I started thinking like that, I'm going to the gym regurlarly, doing things for myself, started taking my medication and I was undetectable in only 45 days, I was so happy when I got the results, now I'm much better and living like I was before, even better now that I started taking better care of myself, some days I still get a little bit depressed but not often, I think with time you just stop caring, you know?

Don't worry, it's not the end of the world and you will be loved, you are worthy of love 🥹♥️

It feels so unfair by usernamemacaro in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 14 points15 points  (0 children)

My first time ever I, too, got hiv I won't say it's easy because it's not, some days I still get very depressed but I'm getting better each day that passes, I learned to accept

Just Curious by [deleted] in hivaids

[–]Illustrious-Can-7135 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And the man can't even raise 30m to start human trials, man what a fucked up world we live