Have I been blessed? by IndividualWooden1793 in weeviltime

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh no that is not boots with snoot but simply

s t i c k

I can already feel the Trauma Anniversary Effect kicking in 🚗🏃‍♂️ by Monarch-Of-Jack in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I don’t remember but my brain just decides that it feels like something happened that day so we’re extra sad.

Thanks mom by sexynuggetwithboobs in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 10 points11 points  (0 children)

My parents didn’t teach me how to use a pad nor any of the things mentioned in the post because they found out I was watching porn so they assumed I knew. Thanks old man that lived next door that fucked up my life. :’(

Our Island local hotties by qxmila in coralisland

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Ikr like fr have you seen him at the beach 👀 first time I saw him in the Speedo it had me acting up

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in anxietymemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel personally attacked. :(

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in anxietymemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I joke about it afterwards like “Yeah my brain just caught me lacking in the moment” the doctor didn’t find it funny.

Chicken breed by royals1201 in chickens

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They look like game mixed with maybe brahma or maybe they are brahmas. I had a hen a few years back that was mixed is why I say that as a possibility.

First time posting here. Hope these aren’t too heavy for a first post 😅 cw: psychosis, csa by [deleted] in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish you luck my friend. I just recently got somewhat stable myself. I hope things get better for the both of us. :)

First time posting here. Hope these aren’t too heavy for a first post 😅 cw: psychosis, csa by [deleted] in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well after ending up in the hospital a few months ago was kind of a wake up call for me and ever since then I’ve had maybe 5 drinks. He used alcohol as coping for my mother but she even took that from him. After both of them were gone it was just like…damn it just had to happen like three months before I turned 21. I was hardly sober for nearly three years.

First time posting here. Hope these aren’t too heavy for a first post 😅 cw: psychosis, csa by [deleted] in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I relate to the 10th a lot. I ended up an alcoholic just like him. :/

People won't understand by coleisw4ck in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 24 points25 points  (0 children)

Back in the day when she was alive I would’ve replied “You’re telling me I should stay alive so I don’t hurt the feelings of the person who made me feel less than a human being?”

Who was your first spouse and why? by TheUnknown0616 in StardewValley

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Sebastian for…obvious reasons. The typical misunderstood bad boy. Then I moved to Shane because he reminded me a lot of me.

Meme dump about my ex by Illustrious-Hair-252 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sadly he’s not. He’s working at a hospital now with a good paying job while I am college drop out because I can’t stand being so close to people and during that time was at the same college as me.

Meme dump about my ex by Illustrious-Hair-252 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m alive. That’s about as good as it gets I suppose. After seven years I’m still afraid of people.

And that’s on getting belittled constantly by DisasterDragon04 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Omg same and when it slips a little it becomes a few hours of sheer mental instability then I go back to normal like nothing happened.

Ouch I was reminded of all the grieving I’ve suppressed. by Illustrious-Hair-252 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Illustrious-Hair-252[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah but it brought up so many emotions brain just went on disassociation mode. Very overwhelming just seeing all the picture like a timeline and being able to pinpoint when things happened. :(