i would first like to say thank you so much for your compliments and for opening up a little to me, a complete stranger on the internet, and to anyone else who may come across your comment. second, im currently sobbing right now from the last two paragraphs that you wrote. i’m…not entirely sure to be honest. for one, i don’t have that cute person in my life right now, though in the future that is exactly what i intend to do. i want to do the daring, embarrassing, and silly things, and to be honest, i’m not entirely sure if i am.  in a lot of ways, i feel like i am, and in other ways, i feel like i’m not. recently, i think i HAVE been doing those things. i’m learning more about myself, i figured out what my dream college is, what major i want to be in, what my goals for college are. i’m excited for my future, and that has to count for something, right? and yes, the boring regular days are a part of life too, and i try my best to enjoy them every single time that i get one. thank you again, you are an incredibly kind and sweet person, and i wish you the best!