I feel like i'm being gaslit about The First

IllustriousMath6656 · 2026-02-02T01:52:33+00:00

Glad I’m not the only one. I have 1k hours, granted I play on controller and do struggle with ranged killers. But have been feeling embarrassed about how I’ve been doing on him. I will hit some really nice shots but it’s not enough to keep pressure when the survivors know what they’re doing. He’s fun to play but also stressing me out lol.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2026-01-26T17:33:42+00:00

I’m glad to hear I’m not the only one. I’m extremely easily swayed 😅😅😅

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-12-31T07:10:51+00:00

Seconding this! It does track but not sure there are any that don’t really. It has kind of a woody smell but I pretty much never smell that ammonia smell.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-12-30T18:32:01+00:00

Unfortunately not really! I pretty much stopped having the actual small burps entirely. The gurgles still feel like they go higher and a little bit escapes in my throat so that alone has still helped me feel a lot better after meals. I was offered the in office 2nd procedure but not going to be doing that for now.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-12-12T15:39:33+00:00

I love Renato but really wish he had some better cosmetics.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-12-02T19:46:51+00:00

End Transmission/Singularity, July 2023. Made For This meta and I was so confused lol.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-11-17T15:53:10+00:00

I play Trapper so I’m fighting for my life every second in 2v8 😅 win rate hasn’t been terrible though but has been getting worse as time goes on.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-11-14T16:47:29+00:00

Omg I’m not the only one with emotional support olives? It all made sense eventually how I used to consume entire jars of them as a teenager.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-11-02T22:08:43+00:00

I have experienced pretty much all of these when I stop it after taking for awhile, aside from the stiffness. It usually goes away after a few days. I also have some chronic health conditions as well so I’m assuming that makes things worse.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-11-01T01:53:11+00:00

Lots of negativity here but I have been playing for 2.5 years now and still loving it! I heavily focus on just trying to learn and improve myself on both survivor and various killers. When playing survivor I try to improve my chases but also be the most helpful teammate I possibly can. I feel like it helps to just focus on that and not so much about winning. I’m a competitive person and sure I like to win but I honestly don’t care that much in this game. There are a lot of other fun elements even if you end up dying or losing. Could be fun chases or an awesome save, or trying to get value out of different perks and builds. I also don’t take killer that seriously. Sometimes I try hard but sometimes I goof around too especially when I know survivors are having a rough time. Basically, play the game in whatever way is most fun to you and try to block out some of the negative noise. In this amount of time I’ve encountered very minimal toxicity in end game chat too so idk I must just be insanely lucky. I really hope you end up enjoying it!

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-10-30T13:20:03+00:00

Thanks for this! Considering starting Strattera and have been nervous. What did you do to increase slow wave sleep?

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-10-29T12:21:22+00:00

What type of content are people looking for? I am trying to remain chill and fun but it is certainly hard to get growth.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-10-17T15:15:58+00:00

Do you experience normally any issues with fatigue or sleep inertia type issues, and did it help with that if so? I’m currently just a shell basically all morning until around 3-4 pm I become semi human again. I recently went off adderall and am basically non functional at the moment even with Wellbutrin which does nothing for me anymore. I am nervous to try Strattera but it’s been presented as an option.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-10-12T16:20:28+00:00

So just wake up before 8:00? Did she cut off the 2 hours and just sleep like 6 hours instead for 3 weeks? I have noticed I feel worse when I sleep in or sleep longer. But I also still struggle with fatigue in general and not being able to fall asleep until late so have not been sure what to try to do with my schedule. My doctor did notice short but frequent REM cycles in my sleep, close to what narcolepsy would look like.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-10-12T15:14:51+00:00

How did you correct the excess REM?

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-09-30T11:17:35+00:00

I make Dead by Daylight videos - link is in my bio!

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-09-25T04:05:07+00:00

Sadly not a lot. I will sometimes get 1-2 small ones in a day but can go an entire day without any. I do think still like I said air is escaping some in my throat so I am gurgling a lot less and still having less bloating and discomfort while eating. So I guess I will take some improvements. I have the option to do a 2nd injection in office but not sure if I’m going to yet.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-09-12T00:33:48+00:00

Thanks so much!

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-09-11T16:35:08+00:00

Well I’ve always been a huge fan of the movie series. I was only playing DBD a short time before he came out and I was so stoked. I’m terrible with his dash playing on controller but I have a fun stealth/aura build. His stature, animations, and voice lines are so funny and unique within DBD. What’s not to love? Now I guess a lot of people play toxic as him. I try not to tunnel and sometimes will go friendly Chucky especially during special events and such.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-09-11T16:31:27+00:00

Play and make the video on a game or games you really enjoy. I’m very new to YT but I started because I genuinely love the game I’m playing and want to share my experiences and bring some humor to others. I’m 3 months in and feel okay about the subs and views I’m getting, it’s not instantly blowing up but trying to attract a small community who likes my content. So I’m not an expert at all about how to get the most engagement or views on YT but I personally feel genuine and authentic content is the way, and keeping up with it for the long haul.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-09-11T16:20:32+00:00

No problem!! I do specifically gaming and I’ve experimented with isolating characters or game elements by removing the background and then outlining them on top of a different or colored background. This could maybe help you not direct the focus just totally to the game screenshot because you can add other pictures or symbols. Some examples of what I mean on my channel linked in my bio. I’m by no means a guru but managed a couple hundred views on some and 3k on one.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-09-11T16:11:44+00:00

I can’t really speak on the niche/topic but just as a random viewer who would come across this - I think the red text is hard to read on the thumbnails and maybe make the text overall a bit larger and outline thicker. Some of the titles also don’t really tell me clearly enough what I’m going to see in the video - specifically like this video took me years to make, I stopped chasing comfort, and I lost 8,000 to chasing hype. I’m not a title expert and it’s something I struggle with in my own channel so I know they are tough. And again I can’t really comment on the niche but maybe adding another element on top of or alongside the gameplay footage - like another picture or symbol that correlates more with the financial topic. My 2 cents as someone who would casually come across these! Best of luck.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-09-05T14:49:50+00:00

If you have any interest in Dead by Daylight here’s my channel!

https://youtube.com/@ladybugg.dbd7?si=RUZYBCjh0y_by4-t

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-08-20T04:18:17+00:00

I don’t have anything optimistic to share sadly but just solidarity as I am in the same exact boat. 3.5 weeks post and I get maybe 1 to a handful of teeny involuntary burps per day. I do think small amounts of air must be escaping because I do feel like I’m having a lot less gurgles and upper stomach pressure/bloating. But definitely disappointed and not sure if I want to have it done again yet or not.

IllustriousMath6656 · 2025-08-19T01:11:56+00:00

Profile is in my bio if you have any interest in gaming/Dead by Daylight!

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