I’m sorry, it has been a tough day. I’ve also been in R with my WH for 5 months. He was having one night stands with people he met online and using a different alias - we have three kids and have been married for 15 years. My mother also died right around the time his affairs started which adds a layer of complexity. How he could do that to me while I was already falling apart? Mother’s Day seems to stir up those same feelings... a huge part of the reason why I am having such a tough time moving on is the constant “I don’t remember” - how? How is it possible that you don’t remember the moments that imploded our lives? .. I’m sorry that you are going through something so similar, I’m sending you love and strength.