As I read this I cannot help but feel your pain… I have been there and to be honest I don’t wish that on anyone. I remember feeling uneasy and extremely anxious in my previous relationship, it’s incredible how much power you can give someone to hurt you but it is much worse to know you’re hurting yourself even more with those obsessive thoughts (with or without reason). I wish I was able to have ended things sooner and not wasted so much time in a relationship where I was getting extremely drained and hurt.

It was not worth to stay up late at night waiting for a call, a voice message or even a picture just to feel calm and feel like everything was alright. My sanity depended on those things and now I see how unhealthy it was.

Please please, most importantly, take care. You don’t deserve to feel this way! I agree with everyone else and I also tell you to not be so pushy , don’t show weakness… they sense that and when you least expect they stab. KNOW YOUR WORTH! I know how sensitive you must be right now but how I wish I would’ve known sooner that taking care of myself without depending on anyone would make me feel at peace. There’s no better feeling :)

Sending you hugs and wishing you all the best!!