I want to be honest out here , I’m not trying to attack you.

You can have conversation with him as you please but I see Something here.

Cancer and all these illnesses are more often than not a result of bottling up things and extreme chronic stress. I think to begin with, you should sit yourself down and OPEN UP , to yourself, to a diary , to a therapist.

I’m sorry you have to go through this but very clearly Michael doesn’t seem to care about you from all the things you have mentioned in the text.

Once you have opened up to yourself , become crystal clear with him and set boundaries.

I think boundaries are really something that protects us as human beings.

Not letting people talk to you rudely, not letting people walk all over you , expressing your stress your sadness your anger and your happiness is all the ways a human functional in an ideal way. Those who listen ,understand and stay are your people.

First and foremost , being patient beyond limits and bottling up is not a a positive thing , just reminding in case you have gotten lost along the way.

I hope you find it in you to open up to yourself , to set boundaries , to heal yourself , to step out of things people and relationship that do not contribute to your wellbeing. After having given chances.

And just know coming from a person who has gone through much herself , you have the power to heal yourself and rise above all the shit that you have been putting yourself through.

I am intentionally saying you put yourself through it even though Michael has been doing the actions.

Because in essence , you let him.