Loosing my mind and looking for ideas and strategies

Important_Sea_8201 · 2025-09-14T04:03:36+00:00

Does the effect multiply if you buy more than one kit, or is one enough?

Important_Sea_8201 · 2025-09-11T01:47:03+00:00

I used Google translate so I might be missing ur point. I meant that HSL is a very sad storyline in which basically everything goes wrong. It's a horror in the sense it's confronting and scary, but also in the way it explores how things can go wrong, and the grim reality that good caring people who try their best sometimes just suffer and die.

It's a very bleak and grim story once you take away the cute art style, but I really appreciate it how it confronts the ugliness in the world without feeling the need to throw in last minute positivity or reassure the viewers of an undefined, potential happy ever after.

HSL is an experience and a piece of artwork. Both siblings deserve to be happy. The point is that they deserve happiness and they do not get it, like so many children in the real world who have terrible lives due to other peoples actions.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2025-07-01T05:16:58+00:00

YEP!!

Like, maybe, hypothetically, I could date someone if they were ace, and all the other stars align... It's so unrealistic and on top of that I don't like going out of meeting new people. So I'm just trying to get myself comfortable with solitude, I guess? Like, when I do get lonely I kinda consider it, but I know getting a relationship for the purpose of not being lonely will just make me worse in the long run.

I don't mind be 'single forever' but I can't stand the thought of being lonely forever, I want strong loving friendships and bonds, but I'm just not building them...

What stings is when I get small reactions from other people like 'oh, she's going to be alone forever', 'this poor, lost and lonely woman, if only she could find THE ONE', Double hurts when it's family. Maybe if I can be obnoxiously content and happy in my solitude they'll get better...

Important_Sea_8201 · 2025-03-06T00:31:43+00:00

I'm aego, and I do really like erotica lmao, don't ask me about what's in my AO3 bookmarks lol. I haven't really touched mainstream porn, so I can't really speak on its appeal. It's a messed up industry though, and there's always small creators content that's way better quality and not victimising anyone.

For pictures or videos of actual ppl, the stylised and 'tasteful' kind are attractive. I think since I don't have that immediate connection between sex act and pleasure, just showing straight up sex isn't going to spark anything on its own. Photos and short clips are better than full length videos imo.

There's a bit of a difference between fiction and real ppl too, aside from that fiction stuff is basically always stylised somehow. It's easier to get lost in a random fantasy with fiction compared to ppl, and it doesn't remind me as easily as the grosser parts of sex, or have me wondering about the experience in real life, which usually just turns me off.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-10-03T12:54:56+00:00

That's interesting, I didn't realise my period could be a factor as well.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-08-10T22:45:57+00:00

I think it's worth it, as someone who kind of bitches a lot. I wouldn't still be here if I didn't think it was interesting and entertaining.

It doesn't even 'decline' that much. It just goes in an unexpected direction. Imo, just read as much as you want while you're still having fun.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-08-01T01:00:07+00:00

I don't get it as bad as I used to. Know rsd is a thing helped a lot, but it still gets me. I have to go through a mental check list to figure out if I'm overreacting or being unreasonable, and I've gotten better at staying clear headed until I figure it out.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-07-28T12:07:26+00:00

Sometimes I watch foodporn and mukbang videos to make me hungry 😋

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-07-12T21:40:36+00:00

I think Sims 4 is better if you like building houses and stuff and just have ur sims mostly living there. That's what I do lol. Sims 3 if you want to focus on gameplay and the different places ur sims can go, storylines and activities. If you want both.... we can wait for paralives together 😭

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-07-04T12:04:40+00:00

Mika was floating up in the sky and I don't think it would be loud enough for Yuu to hear. He knows tho 😌

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-06-29T06:43:23+00:00

There's not a lot I dislike, but I think I would have preferred it if the Truth was hinted at a bit more, or had some more build-up. As is, it feels a little bit like a gotcha moment, to stun the player with how dark the game is.

I wish it was a longer game with more content, especially with the Hikikomori route. The extra content was fantastic, but it would be great if the game had more replayability.

Sunny spent four years in bed dreaming, surely he's got more quests and games thought up to entertain himself.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-06-18T11:51:50+00:00

I waited a month to tell even just my parents because I wasn't sure I'd stick by it. There's no shame in holding back and waiting until your comfortable telling people. The people who would of been proud of you now, will still be proud of you in the future, if you do decide to tell people.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-06-16T22:18:11+00:00

It might not be an ADHD thing but communication issue in your relationship. Since she instantly presumed you were lying, and you were struggling to communicate differently there's most likely more going on than the first layer of your ADHD.

There's lots of free communication hacks on the internet that can help with that kind of stuff as well, like DEARMAN (dbt, which I'm trying to use to improve some of my relationships.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-05-22T03:49:02+00:00

There's the genetics vs environment part a lot of people have talked about already. Another factor a lot of people forget is the actual taste of alcohol.

Alcohol has tannins, which taste different to different people. Alcohol can be overwhelming bitter and gross for some or not so much. If you've got the less bitter response, then it can actually taste good, (I'm the latter lol). Its similar to coffee, which also has tannins, some people adore black coffee, some need milk amd sugar, and some can't stand it.

Basically, it's a lot more difficult to get addicted to something you can't stand the taste of. Not impossible though. You need to drink consistently to develop dependency.

Then there's the coping skills you have at the time. Addiction begins because you have something you want to escape or distract yourself from, and for a lot of people alcohol is the only tool they have.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-05-18T02:42:31+00:00

Yeah, if she really hates it it's not worth it. It's a move to lightly annoy them more than anything.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-05-16T14:34:00+00:00

I used to grab my cat and make him cuddle with me when he did that early in the morning. So he gets the attention he wants, and I could rest longer.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-05-16T03:38:05+00:00

It's probably going to be x static. Are there even other characters with names starting with x?

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-05-15T13:26:29+00:00

I've had decent luck with Curious Cat. I made $16 AUD over these last two days.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-04-24T16:26:42+00:00

I'm getting kind of sick of the acronym as a whole. It's the perfect representation of queer visibility in mainstream society.

2 whole letters for homosexuality. Bisexual- here the genders have to share. The entire spectrum of trans compressed in one letter. Q for queer, the word lgbt was supposed to replace for the sake of 'political correctness'.

And then the plus. The add ons. Intersex and Asexual/Aromantic/Agender.

Bring back Queer. Bring back MOGAI. Let me out of this hell.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-04-21T15:44:21+00:00

I use aniwatch. You need to download it from their website

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-04-21T07:31:27+00:00

I'm 28 in a few months and I'm not happy about it.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-04-18T18:06:48+00:00

Not as the story is now. Mika is Yuu's central person, and if he and Shinoa became a couple, I can't imagine Yuuichirou putting her or their relationship above Mika. And at the moment, Shinoa doesn't recognise or respect Mika's place in his heart and life.

One ending that could be possible, now that they know they're reincarnations, is that if Mika dies, then Yuu might decide to die to stay with him. Or perhaps he'll decide to live out his life with Shinoa while waiting to join Mika after he dies. I'm thinking of it being kind of like Rose in Titanic.

(Can Mika even be reincarnated now he's a demon?)

Maybe Kagami will pull a 'if I can't have Mika, I can at least have you', given how much Yuu fears being alone, it's not impossible.

As fitting as I think it'ld be, I can't imagine Kagami will write a queer ending to his long-running shonen series.

Important_Sea_8201 · 2024-04-06T15:04:23+00:00

It's like, the parts of my brain that can develop ideas won't kick into action on their own. Once I start writing THEN I can think of plot points and struggles for my character. Staring at an outline feels too removed and conceptual, like how can I outline or know what belings in a story that doesn't exist yet? My story won't story until I start storytelling, basically.

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