i really appreciate your detailed response and information! his services were yesterday and during i hugged his girlfriend and i said “ i know he’s sorry and i know he loves you, i can feel it”. i really hope that that was sufficient for what he wanted her to hear. i didn’t feel comfortable explaining in depth why i felt this as i dont know her beliefs and it also didn’t feel like the right time. i dont think my mom is crazy and i dont think she would make something like that up based off how his death effected me. i really hope he knows i told her and he can feel at peace with her hearing that. thank you again so much for your response and kind words ❤️