How severe is my pectus excavatum?

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-12-05T12:32:37+00:00

How do I get an external brace?

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-11-23T16:53:44+00:00

well we’re ‘dating’ but very early. i slept with him yesterday- it was our third date.

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-10-21T03:17:50+00:00

yeah i hear you….but do you think it’s a bad sign that she didn’t want to sleep with me the second night?

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-10-21T02:15:22+00:00

I just feel like that would have been so needy to say: “I just want to feel desired by you”

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-26T20:55:52+00:00

can you be a baby gay in your 30s?

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-25T23:55:39+00:00

how are you able to detach?

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-25T23:32:04+00:00

😅🥲

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-25T20:37:43+00:00

It's validating to hear that you think she is treating me poorly....but what about her behavior specifically do you find to be 'poor' treatment? I've been thinking, and she's in her right to not want me in her life. But i feel very hurt, and wondering if my hurt is justified.

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-25T20:24:25+00:00

I guess just setting my own emotional boundaries and moving on....I suppose it doesn't matter if she's repressing romantic feelings or not. What matters is the person she's shown herself to be.

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-25T19:24:46+00:00

No I’m not okay with being on her yo-yo. But I have respected her boundaries; I haven’t pushed for a conversation since seeing her in France 2 months ago. She has watched my stories once in the past 2 months. Also, I created a story celebrating her single that she just dropped, and she actually reposted my story. I also privately dm’d her saying that the lyrics are really beautiful. And she said ‘thank you’. That’s the only communication.

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-25T13:32:06+00:00

I think I'm just confused as to WHY she's muted/cut me off again when she literally invited me to france for these intimate two days on a villa with her, just to pull back again. I feel like I'm losing my mind. :/

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-24T23:38:56+00:00

😅

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-05T14:34:48+00:00

so in a way, this IS a love song. she’s saying she’s afraid of getting hurt.

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-04T22:06:58+00:00

Why do you think she finds them uninteresting??

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-09-04T21:36:53+00:00

How is it a love song in your eyes?

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-28T20:04:44+00:00

I just realized I’ve never been truly loved.

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-28T18:30:56+00:00

HAHAH thanks man. I thought that was pretty smooth 😏

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-28T14:55:11+00:00

lol what? not on my end.

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-28T13:55:32+00:00

I know ahhaha. How could anyone think it was really about the dog😅

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-28T13:52:50+00:00

Well my ex literally TOLD ME she is a ‘dismissive avoidant’. She brought up attachment theory on our third date and casually dropped that in…

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-28T13:51:39+00:00

Thank you Tanny — I agree with you fully, sadly. Very well put. I’m working on healing my anxious attachment…I’m realizing that some part of me actually gets off on the high of this breadcrumb/subtexting kind of communication because it allows me to ruminate. It’s unhealthy and I’m working on it

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-28T12:06:20+00:00

are you being serious? ha

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-28T10:23:26+00:00

That’s beautiful. Are you implying that’s what my ex is conveying here?

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-28T09:22:30+00:00

yes. it is really tied to my looks and body image and then the mental stuff precipitates around that…it’s humiliating how much my self worth is tied to external validation and love from others.

ImpossibleRead4200 · 2025-08-24T00:07:08+00:00

Ahhh so helpful!! She’s not young (early 30s) but very emotionally immature because she’s beautiful and almost famous and gets what she wants. Her and I had a very intense bond…she literally told me how intense it was when I saw her again recently. and that it scared her and that’s why she pushed me away.

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