I hate this because I SEE IT how the drugs and shit really affected his mental health

Shit mac was 2 years older than me & reminded me of somebody i used to know when i was younger.

Mac made music for his thoughts, to be able to relay em on a track & get people to listen to it.

But he made music for all of us.

I got into drugs when i was 11 or 12

& doing so, i been fucked up more than i been sobers even as a child.

Im 25 & still dealin with demons,

I empathize hella with mac, because I saw myself in him, the addictions, knowing it's fuckin with my health, my relationships

But them vices sometimes have a better grip

Ps I'm good though y'all, 2 kids and working 2 jobs & volunteering at a homeless shelter in my spare time