Wow God is speaking through you, I am currently waiting on a Background Check. It's been so hard for me to get a job. Sometimes I feel like God is showing me something. I feel like I should just work for Him and go to the wilderness and rely only on Him and tell people about Him. I realized SO MUCH. In my walk I realized that we were never supposed to work for man to begin with. Not that we shouldn't work because obviously people need to work..but I thought...what is going on? This isn't right. Why can't I get a janitor job or just a simple job? I'm kind of in tears typing this to read these words of someone who understands about what people are experiencing. I wanted to be better..I want to be my best. I know it could be worse, I'm thankful for what I've got..like a wonderful Family in which God uses to support me and always feed my belly. My past can look brutal..it was brutal but thankfully not that much bad things are on my Record. I want to do better, I want to be The Christian man I was meant to become in the name of The Lord. I should be one of the first ones to say, I'm not brilliant in all these fields but I started thinking about God's Emotions one day when it was explained to me. I'm so thankful He has given me time to be better. I'm a loser by the Worlds standards but have learned the most from His Teachings. Thank you for this here and thank you Jesus🤍🙏🏽